DeVilSJaSss LoVe & FeELiNg

2009-10-01T12:47:00.003+08:00

There is one night, Eve, Wil, Chr n me were chatting and wking in the office till late. We went for a puff and have a nice time chatting and asking each other questions of individual preference for the person we like. Chr was not with us as he was busy with all his paper wk. So he actually miss out the fun :(

They asked me wat type of guy I am interested in. Well I have high expectation of course not 5C a must but my own personal expectation.

1. Not wishy washy in concern to relation (I hate guys who r po po ma ma like my 2 ex)

2. Must be mature in thinking even though he can be younger or same age as me

3. Can b a drinker but not creating issues when drunk(I hated guys who r drunk and creat issue for me to settle)

4. Must b able to understand my wking hr n suitation (would b best if from the same industry)

5. Like me for who I am (i can b very sturborn and I dun like to quarrel esp small issues)

6. Really care n concern for me and siayang me (which gal dun right)

7. A little beng beng style would b nice (give me a scence of security n protection)

All my relations are long term unless there are inforseen issue that has happen. I can be a very caring and nice gf but I am a very direct person once I given up on a relation or certain issue, I will never change my mind no matter how much effort the person has put in. I have very good patient and very good temper, I have never blow my temper to any of my ex b4 expect for 3 of them. (1 bad drinking habit, 2 po po ma ma) Only after breaking up, then they regretted. To me is, it is too late, I have given up. In my older blogs I did mention all my relation, thinking back.....

3 were Malaysia (2 planning to get married but didn't)
Reasons:
1 of the unsuccessful marriage is from KL. I know I was not ready and I was still young. He is a Japanese Sous Chef a very caring and nice guy who fetch n send me home n wk by his bike. He also cook for me Japanese food that I only like to eat. Our age gap is 10 years diff, so roughly able to guess how old I am at tt time.

2nd unsuccessful marriage is from butterworth. Due to his bad drinking habit this 5 years relation is gone w the wind. He loves to drink and his style is a bit beng beng type. He always start his hero style once he is high and I always need to look after him. The worst is we always quarrel on small issues once he is drunk. Only when waking up the next morning then he is sorry for everything. I give up when I can't take it anymore.

1 more is from Ipoh but this relation we have muture understanding and went our own way to find the other half.

The rest of the relation are all Singaporean (5 relation)
Resons:
2 were wishy washy and cant decided for themselve what they wanted and looking for. Both split behind my back and I have their close friends who are all my god-brothers tell me wat the F they are doing. Once and for all I given up hope on them.

1 parents objection due to still young for both of us. He doesnt wanted to let go actually not even after we break. But his mum is too persistent in objecting.

2 came after me wo me knowing they have gf and when I found out they told me feelings w gf is not there any more. wtf being a guy or myself have to be responsible, no feeling dun led ppl on anymore. It will hurts even deeper when the other party found out. That is very selfish. This is esp when we are not married, but if married then no choice have to think of a way to slavage the relation. Unless there is really no more hope or methods.

Well I told them, Human being has a special feeling... Among all the bf/gf u have if you take the tiem to recall back all the memmories. There are few whom look alike and there are few whom attitude n character are alike. I myself in all the relation, more than half are drinkers, more than half they look slightly alike, more than half are beng beng style very protective of me. All actually treated me very good but too bad they are not the one for me.

I have always prepared myself to go for single life unless the one n only half has appear and he is the one whom I know is mine only.

2009-10-01T11:41:00.004+08:00

Been in SCC for 3 weeks and like wking there. Everyone is like a big family, helpful, friendly and easy going expect 1 or 2. This year is my 1st year enjoying F1 while i was wking with the fantastic views in pandang area. Hearding the sound alone was fascinating and exciting. Didn't get a chance to go over to Amber Lounge where my ex-coll are :(

The next function that is coming up is Rugby 7s which is another big event which is much more worst than F1. On my 1st day to wk, my boss given me personal orentation since the HR are not doing anything. I am greatful to him for all the informations that he has given me and the high expectation he has for me. He bring me to Dempsey Field (Old Tanglin Field) to have a look and planning for changes over there. Getting our self prepare for catering service for next year as Pandang field will be use for National Day from next year on. He has the intention of putting me overall incharge of future events in Pandang field and Dempsey field in future catering operation. It means I have alot of contact with my assistant bar manager Chris in future.

To what I realised the whole of F&B Management Team are all new except for my area The Oval whom K.C have been there for 20 over years and Banyi who has been promoted, both of them are my close wking coll in Oval. In Oval we have a new RM Aru. In Pandang there is Raju Matire'D, Wilson & Jeremy Assistant Matire'D. In Main Lounge, we have Angeline Main Lounge Manager. Last but not least in Bar Operation we have Harry Bar Manager & Chris Assistant Bar Manager. All these coll that I have mentioned are less than a year in SCC but we wk like a family :) Our darling xiao mei, Evelyn who is the F&B Exe to Michael our Boss are too like a family in wk.

Working in so many hotels and restaurant, this is my 1st experience in club and it is so much diff in every aspects. No politics, everyone like a family, managers having our meal together after busy lunch operation, etc.

Min 3 years is what I normally given myself to stay in a new environment. Mayb I might stay longer. My longest service so far is 6 years in CONRAD and 7 years in n out of my favourite place NEW OTANI. New work, new environment, new coll, new challenges and new expectation. Who know maybe a new relation will be coming but i dun think so la? Hahaha....

2009-08-19T18:17:00.001+08:00

Another of my dearest darling is getting marry soon. Who is it?? Make a guess... Hahaha... Is our dear rongrong & davis :) Very very happy for the both of them wor.. hahaha.. Wondering who will b next??? hahaha... could it b david lim or joanne oh??? hahaha...

Ready can't wait for the big day to come.. hahaha.. Rongrong & Davis how long do we need to wait huh?? Need any help with any planning, I will surely help. In the group of darlings I have, I am e oldest and wendy is 2nd and yet both of us will definately b e last to get married (I believe so ba) hahaha.... No matter which darling getting married, I will surely help them as much as I can :)

Yesterday I was looking though some of my stuffs and suddenly Cat's wedding came to my mind. I took the DVD montouch and watch it again. Times files and it can b such a wonderful memories. The fun, the joy, the happiness & the hardwork are all worth it for such a joyoys occassion. My god brother Aaron's wedding, Nelson's wedding, my classmate Michael's wedding are also sweet memories that have never left me although it has pass for more than a year. All e wedding I have assist and plan for my dearest friends & god brothers are forever wonderful and memorable. Although have to wake up early in the morning 5am and getting prepared for the arrival of the groom to fetch their beautiful wife, it's still worth it. While thinking back of these wonderful memories, eyes wil become watery. Watery in a way of happiness that can't b tell using words alone.

I know I might not even get the chance to get married but I will still b very happy for all those whom have already found their other half and settle down, as well as those whom are preparing for the big day to come... All my darlings must remember, no matter how busy I am I will definately help as long as you all needed me :)

2009-08-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

It has been 9 months I have not blog at all. Nothing to blog or a bit lazy to blog, both I think. Well I have also been shaking leg at home for almost 9 months after I left Sentosa Resort & Spa Beaufort.

Glad to have left the place. Why I say so??? It is a very nice place to work. A very easy and relaxing environment. Who would not like to work in a place like this??? I work there for 1 years plus and those who know me, will know my character and my style of working. I prefer to work in a fast pace environment and I can b very protective of my staff (b it causal labour of full time) which causes few incidents of me quarrelling w other department such as security and FO. I believe I have alot of enemies there too... haahah.. I do not want myself to get too used of the slow and relaxation environment. I do not want myself to become lazy and not been able to get used of the town life in future.

Saying about enemies, I think I have alot through out my working life. I am someone who is too serious when it comes to work but of course I will enjoy myself once work is over. I can scold someone till he/she cry. I have also scold someone till he/she left the place. I am someone whom do not like ppl to disrespect me if he/she wanted my respect esp during work.

Saying about protective of staff. I can scold tt someone whom is my senior for making my collegue cry. Tt is what I hate most esp when not declaring what is wrong and just shout and scold someone whom is soft and not out spoken. No matter how a person wan to show their authories does mean they have to treat the junior in a nasty way.

To me I am someone who loves commanding & controlling. That is one of e reason y I loves banquet so much. I like ppl to respect me in a way they are not scared of me but in a way they treat me as someone whom they can look for. I believe I have did it in a way or another.

Now my planning is for my future and what I wan to do. I wish to get wat I wanted by age 35 and going for a degree course in MDIS. Now searching for a better offer job and starting to settle what I need to. My target is to clear all necesscary settlement within 2 years and saving for course within another 2 years. I planning to go for Degree in Event & Convention Management which now cost almost $25K and I believe 2 years later will be around $30K. Saving for 1 years will be enough I think.

My dream is to open a pet shop restaurant where by pet n their owner can dine together. Another dream is to open a Event & Convention Company. I believe this can only be done so b4 I reach 40 so that at e same time my dad can let go of his painting company which he started when he was young or let someone runs on behalf of him. I would like them to go for tour around and relax themselves.

2008-11-03T18:08:00.007+08:00

Now is the month of November.... Finally waited for 1 year for it to come again after I have given up due to examination for my course. YES!!! Guess What??? Subaru Impreza Challenge is here again!! YES!!! Guess What??? I got in again this year. This year will be a Regional Challenge where there will be participants from overseas. Do you think they will be the final one standing or we Singaporean will win and bring us proud?

Last year I stand for 11 hrs and give up due to my exam. So Sad :( at that point of time. Know a few new friends from the challenge, maybe this year they will join too. Have prepare myself for the challenge, taken leave and not planning any programme. Too bad :( one of my colleague has invited us to his pre-wedding party on the 9th Nov and I can't attend. My parents went fishing and no one at home but my eldest brother and sis-in-law with my dear niece will come to show support as well as my dear gal gal and bubbly.

Well many of my dearest friends and colleague have given me support and wishes even b4 the challenge started. One even suggested to bring a 3G phone in order for them to support me at my colleague party. LOLX.. Not sure who will come an support me but still Thanks Everyone for the "JIAO YOU" hahaha...

Have a feel of last year how it works so this year no problem to handle it. The whole process is fun...

Morning 7am Registration will start.
After Registration done for all 1st Round Qualifier (Be the 1st to call through Radio Station once you heard the Impreza Challenge Announcement), we will queue to pick pin pong ball from a enclosed box to qualify for 2nd round. (If the ball you pick has no Number, you can go home for a nap)After 2nd round Qualification, we will be issue T-shirt with our No. that we pick.
Afternoon 1pm the challenge started.
Evening 7pm, the most precious moment comes for all challenger "5 MINS BREAK". (you can eat, smoke, drink, go toilet with in the 5mins, but dun forget to get back to your car b4 the 5 mins ended of you will be OUT)The cycle continues till the LAST PERSON STANDING and he/she will be the winner of a SUBARU WRX 2.5L.

WOR... This year die die also must stand there. HAHAHAHAHA....

2008-10-08T18:30:00.002+08:00

Recently been watching a taiwan show, It's my Destiny. In this show, it's about a gal whom is so common and not popular has found her destiny after an accident one night stand in a cruise with a rich guy whom is actually waiting for her gal whom is a ballet dancer. This gal become pregnant and married to this guy but in this guy heart his most love is his ballet dancer gf. He is being force to marry the gal and this gal knows that he is waiting for his love to be back. She is a very understanding gal but to save the island she is born, she promise to marry the guy and after giving birth to the child, she will leave him. As time passes, while waiting for his gf to be back from the tour performance, he spend a great time with his wife(being force to marry) and slowly falling in love with her without realising. The guy's gf was back due to she was been sack for leaving without permission the day before the grand performance. She realise that her bf cares alot about the baby and the gal(his wife). Afraid of losing him, she did a terrible act by meeting the gal and giving her a false agreement that the guy wanted her to sign for an abortion agreement. Without finding out the truth, she misunderstood the guy and run away. Without knowing what really happens, the guy giving chase and an accident happen. Until the day she had an accident and lost the child, then the guy knows he really loves her and the unborn baby. He was force to sign an operation agreement in order to save the gal but she has misunderstood him that he doesn't want the baby at all. After the incident, she left to Shanghai for a new start of her life to forget him. After 2 years, they met again and only then realise alot of misunderstanding between the both of them have happen. After few incidents, then they are finally together. It's a sad, funny and nice show with a perfect ending. Sad when she miss out the opportunity to be with the guy she loves, only after she is gone then the guy realise that how important is she in his heart. Funny when her mom n 2 elder sisters come to screen. Perfect ending when she finally knows how much both of them loves each other and how important both of them are to each other after so many happenings in their life. After wasting 2 years and missing out the opportunity of telling each other how important and how deeply they loves each other, they are finally together.

When will my destiny appear? I also didn't know and wouldn't wanted to think so much. In my love life, I have few relations but all doesn't work out. Reasons being no one appreciated me only after we broke off. Guys are all the same isn't it.

My 1st relation is when I was in secondary school. His name is Haisong, Singaporean, 1 year older than me. We broke off due to his mum is against it because we are still school. I initiated the break and he left home just to prove that he wanted to be with me. I didn't want to affect his studies and his relation with his mum and so I advice him to go home and lie to him I have no more feelings for him.

2nd relation is when I 1st step out to work at New Otani Singapore. His name is Stephen, Singaporean, also 1 year older than me. This relation is short because I found out that he is one of my friend BF.

3rd relation is at New Otani Singapore. He is a Japanese Restaurant Sous Chef. His name is Alex, Malaysian and he is older than me 10 years. He is a nice guy and treated me very well. He will send me home every night after work without fail. We ever think of marriage but after all it's doesn't work out. Maybe it's because I'm still young and playful and I rejected him.

4th relation is also at New Otani Singapore. He is a barman at Trader Vic's. A very sweet guy name Justin, Malaysian, older than me 1 year. Perhaps he is the 1st guy that my tears drop when we break. He is still thinking of his ex-gf and so we decided to end the relation.

5th relation is also at New Otani Singapore and this is the longest relation that last almost 5 years. He is a banquet captain, name Eddie, Malaysian, older than me 5 years. This relation is a sweet and at the same time it's tough. He loves to drink and he brings me to where ever he goes. I give up after I have enough of all the quarrel after our 4th year relations. He ask me for another chances to start the relation all over again but I can't. Why??? Just because my heart is dead and tired.

6th relation is from SPF. His name is Darrence, Singaporean, older than me 6 years. This is the saddest relationship that I have gone through. It took me almost 2 years to forget, forgive and let go of this guy. He break my heart just because of a China bitch. Imagine I lost 10kg after we break off and I cried each and every night whenever I think of him. He has given me the most happiest memories and also the deepest impact in my heart.

7th relation is also from SPF. His name is John, Singaporean, older than me 5 years. After all the relation I have gone through, I didn't want to put in so much effort anymore. This relation I broke off because he doesn't knows what he wanted. He is so indecisive. I have given him alot of chances to think and decide what he really wants. He even patch up with his ex-gf without me knowing until I found out from my god-brother. After break off, same thing happen. He ask me for a second chance and I told him. No because I have a BF and he is very good to me so I didn't want to go back to the indecisive guy. He didn't believe me and thinks I'm lying to him which it's true that I'm lying just wanted him to let go.

After all these, I have decided to keep my door close and to concentrate on my career to a higher level. Although I am now an Assistant Banquet Operation Manager, I want to go higher.

I have someone in my heart, he is younger than me 3 years and I am holding on to the feeling to prevent it from going deeper as I know in my heart, we might not be possible because we are both fighting for our career. I did told him how I feel and at the same time I also told him, I'm holding down the feelings for him. He did told me that he is surprise how I feel for him and at the same time he is also building up his career.

I have decided to leave Singapore for a job in Macau. Maybe this will be a better option for me. Of course I miss all my dearest friends here including my family. After all true love and my destiny is something that I think in my life will not happen or will not even really appear. So my main concentration is still my career. It's tired to get hurt and to stand up again after each and every relation. So when will My destiny to appearing. Let's wait and see ba............ but at the main time is still CAREER 1st till it's appear.

2008-06-12T19:14:00.002+08:00

Hiaz... so fuan... There are offers for me to go oversea to work as a banquet assistant manager but should I go? It's a very good offer and the salary is good. The monthly salary is around $4k-$5k SGD and they do have allowance for house rent. Tt's good isn't it? The place is in Macau and if I go I will b staying there 3 years at least. The air tickets will be pay by the casino hotel thro n fro and if I decided to return early after a year or so it will b pro-rated. One of my ex-coll is there too n as per her information, last year their bouns is 3months. OMG tt is alot compare to Singapore. It's a good and tempting offer but I will miss all my friends definately.

I have no burden in hand and I am alone so It's a good chance for me to go for more exposure. But to leave my friends and family for 3 years can I do it???? This is one of the question in my mind. At the same time it's a good chance for me to widen my career prospect. I really dun know. 3 YEARS and I believe it will pass very fast if I really dodecided to go. Few of my friends encourage me to go cause they know tt career is in my blood.

Well will send my resume and shall see from there if it is successful. If it is then Macau I will be there. Will definately miss alot of ppl if I fly and tt someone will forever in my heart n remain s a friend.

Some time ppl say : It's never easy for a career women to find the one they love cause they are too successful in their career and man are inferior to it. It's true I fell...

2008-05-31T11:28:00.005+08:00

Hi Hi :) After a week from my Bday finally have the chances to blog and presents all my Bday pressie from all my dearest friends and coll. Having real fun during my Bday in MOVIDA, almost around 50 plus guest have turn up.
Really thanks my sister Wendy and Elly from Movida to help with bringing and extending of my guest list from 20 to 35. Really fun fun nite but of course a little disappointed cause someone is sick n cant make it. Haha she also helps me to control the chivas cannon in order for it to last. She is my bouncer for the drink.
Thanks for my dearest gal gal Grace for helping me to drink as well as Yan Yan if not I sure drunk man.
Lastly thanks for all the friends who have open bottles of chivas n martell as a pressie for me.

Here are all the pressie ;)

This present is from WEIQI & PEISI
GUCCI PERFUME

This present is from WILSON, YAM, HANNA, SELINA & VICTORIA
TIFFANY & CO MONEY CLIP

This present is from my EX-BF JOHN
HELLO KITTY WITH BISCUIT IN IT

This present is from I'm Sorry cause I really forget who give me this present
LADY BAG

This present is from Lorrain
SPORTY LADY BAG

This present is from Regine ;)
LOVELY LITTLE PIGGY & A MAUNAL MESSAGER

This present is from Sebestian
A NICE NECKLACE

This present is from WAYNE & SHARON

This present is from ADRAIN & GF
GUCCI 2 PERFUME

This present is from ELVIS, DON & GF
HUGO BOSS PERFUME

This present is from YANYAN :)
MINNIE MUG

Thank you for all the presents and all for making my Bday a wonderful and memorable

2008-05-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

2 more dats to my bday party at Movida... Hehehehehe :) Feels so excited in my heart. Well how will I look tt nite???? Hehehehe :P All must be wondering.. I will depart my house early afternoon at around 1pm n proceed to Wendy's place for a make over. After make over, we will be going over to Wendy's hair stylist for a hairdo. Will trim abit of my hair and do some style on it :) Well at the main time my clothing will be black with a belt. After everything is done we will be proceeding to St. James by train. After opening of bottle, Wendy n me will be going for dinner n back later.

Anyone bringing camera on tt nite??? I think Wendy will be bringing n I will be bringing too ma... Really very excited cause alot of my friends will b going, maybe around 50-70 of them including the ex n current workplace. 4 handsome Angmos will be going to 3 from Switzerland n 1 from Sweden. Hahahaha, handsome chaps lei.

C u all guys there anytime after 9pm ya.

2008-05-19T21:09:00.003+08:00

Went Boiler last nite for Joanne's Bday and share a pressie with Wendy tt is a Hello Kitty NDSLite Cover. Didn't stay late left around 11plus cause there is another programme.

Happening last nite due to a gal name Michelle. The 1st half of the programme was fun but was spoil by this gal due to her jealousy. If you refer to my earlier entry you will know which gal I'm talking about. Well wat happened was tt her ex-bf, whom I call BOY, was very close to us. From the moment we reach n step into the room she was staring at me all the while. When we were playing games with Boy n he was sitting very close next to me when we chat cause we r whispering, her eyes was like going to pop out sooner or later. Well of course all my dearest friends were not happy with the way she stare and so started to suan her when I went smoking outdoor. Everyone knows wat happening except me n Boy were too engross in our games n company of chatting.

To me she is just a selfish n isolated little gal so I never give a damp to her existence, mayb tts the reason y I didn't feel anything at all. Boy was told off by his mei n god mum then he knows wat happened too. He keeps apologising to me about this matter but to me, I dun feels anything cause it's not totally his fault last nite. Well he is slow in thinking n reaction when it comes to this issue ba.. Haha :P I dun blame anyone at all cause she is just a small UN-grown kid.. Hahaha ;P

Really thanks for all my dearest friends for being so observant, esp my dearest little gal...

2008-05-11T20:46:00.011+08:00

Haha ;) Today my dearest sista CAT worry tt someone might buy the same present s wat she has given me on my Bday, so she requested for me to blog it. OK SISTA just for u cause this will be the one of the collection from u. At the same time I will also blog on Gal & Celest present to me. This is also one of the collection from the 2 lovely gals.

This is my 1st Bday present from my dearest sista CAT & KP.
Montblanc Coin Pouch.

This is my 2nd Bday present from my dearest galgal GRACE & sweetie CELEST.
Montblanc Earring

These are my collections.
Montblanc Lady Pen

Montblanc 3 Fold Wallet

Montblanc Namecard Holder

Montblanc Organiser

Montblanc Envelope Bag

Montblanc Cigarette Holder
This is also one of my Bday present from my dearest galgal GRACE n blurgal JOANNE.

These are all my babies and I loves it very very much ;) Thanks for my dearest sista CAT n dearest gal GRACE n dearest sweetie CELEST to add in my babies collection.

2008-05-10T20:09:00.002+08:00

Soooooo tired today but enjoy myself alot today ;) Busy morning since 6am til 3pm for my friend's wedding lunch at Dragon Gate Harbour Front. OMG... the service ther sucks BIG Time man.. Once again I m e MC cum co-ordinator and running here n there wo my meal... haha:) Lucky they have invited me for food tasting at least I have the full meal during then.

Reach home around 4plus and was so damn tired since last nite only take a short rest for 1hr. Change and immediately fall asleep after wash up. Just wake up for not long and still so tired. Just taken my dinner, rest awhile and going to bed soon.

Hmmmmm...... tomorrow home alone since my parents went fishing. How??? Wat should I do ner??? Looking for MJ kakis lei but dun think anyone free since it's Mother's day tomorrow...

Should blog again tomorrow so tired n brain not working...

2008-05-10T04:02:00.003+08:00

Just reach home not long from Rain.. Huh today boss forget my room cause he accidentally deleted my msg n didnt take down my rsvp ;( Lucky I was there early and he manage to give me a table where by he call his friends to cancel their rsvp, since boss has tried his best so forgive him la... hehehe ;)

Yeah.. Yeah;) received my 2nd Bday present from my dearest galgal & celest :* muack :* muack.... I love it alot... Thank you my dearest gal n celest :) will review the present after my bday :P hehehehe ;)

Next Friday at Rain again in the room ya ;) Let's enjoy 1 more week before my Bday ;)
hahahahaha :)

2008-05-07T15:29:00.002+08:00

3 more days to my friend's wedding!!! That was fast. Sat off Sun on leave and mon off again ;) 13th back to work will then tender my resignation to my big boss and my last day will be 13th June 08. That's mean my last day service will be on the 4th June instead after clearing all my leave n ph.

Have some planning in mind what to do after i left the company ;) Well going BKK end of June so when back in Singapore will b time for me to start a new job or either still in planning for my own business. What type of business I intended to do? In my mind is either a freelance event company or a restaurant for pet's and owner to enjoy together.

As for the freelance event company I have rough idea of wat I intended to do. As for the Pet's Restaurant I have plan what type of design and layout I wanted. When thinking of it, it is really interesting.. Hehehe ;P But 1st of all I need to solve some of the issue I have in hand in order to make my dreams comes true. Well planning is easy but executing is not easy esp a large sum of money will be required. Alot of effort needs to be in but once succeed not matter how much effort is worth it.

Let's pray & hope for my success ;P

2008-05-04T16:01:00.002+08:00

Have decided to tender my resignation letter today with 1 month notice. My last day will be on the 4th June. After clearing my 8 days leave and 1 day ph together with my off days. My last day service will be on the 23rd May. Yeah........ Finally decided to do so. Hahaha :P

Have send reminder msg to all my dear pretty babes n handsome dudes about my Bday celebration. Hehe ;I Can't wait for the day to come and party all nite long man. Haha :)

My little boy Grant n Kang Kang will be going :) Miss the 2 little brother so much, It's been a long time I didn't saw them after the last meet up at Robertson Quay for a drink.

What will I be doing after i tender??? Well after my last day service will be resting at home and at the same time looking for job slowly. June will be going BKK with all my dearest sis, gal gal n blur. Will work after I come back from holiday if I manage to find a job tt I am interested in.

Planning to do my own freelance event company instead. Alot of planning need to be done and execute. Still planning n making my wish comes true :)

Just given my boss the letter and he rejected it. He wanted me to take a week leave and think properly before I really decide. Wat to do me is always so soft hearted so I promise him to give myself a week to consider properly lor.

2008-05-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

Today received my 1st Bday present from my dearest sis cum friend, CAT & KP. Will post the present after my bday :)

Thanks alot my dearest CAT.

Final confirmation and announcement :
MY BDAY CELEBRATION WIL BE ON THE 24TH MAY 2008. VENUE WIL BE AT ST.JAMES POWER STATION MOVIDA. TABLE WIL BE THE RED SOFA NEXT TO THE DJ COUNTER. TIME WIL BE ANYTIME AFTER 9PM. HOPE TO C YOU ALL THERE SOON. LET'S US PUT OUR HAIR DOWN N PARTY, ENJOY TILL OUR HEART CONTENTS.

2008-05-03T03:31:00.002+08:00

Just came back from RAIN not long ago ;) another interesting nite ;P Well alot of ppl r there tonight tt includes gal, baby, yan, celest, davis, regine, derrick, derrick's ex michelle and her friend and 3 more ppl whom i dun really know who... hehehe... from the hall we change to the room at around 1plus and finally manage to sing 2 songs when there is so many ppl around... huh... derrick's ex just give me e feeling tt she is so childish cause when i wen out smoke she saw me and she was like immediately holding onto his hand and so close to him. In my mind was omg wat's e big deal since he n me r just friends, need not have to behave this way... For those whom know her might think tt I'm offensive but pls she was behaving like a little gal worrying tt derrick will be snatch by others.. Can feel tt she still have feelings for him ;P haha just a gal's sixth sense la... hehe :P

This world is just so small cause Michelle was one of my friend's ex gf too... I was surprised when Boy ask me if I know Bernard and Donald from SPF... I was like huhhhhh, how come u know???? Only when he told me tt Michelle saw me before and she is Bernard's ex then I was like OIC no wonder la.... It's just such a small small world ya... Anyway any place u can c someone whom know u but u dun know them..

Tomorrow going RAIN for my gal friend hen's nite and if i'm not wrong next week wil be my friend's Bachelor's nite.. OMG how they sure drink like no body business one lor and I sure can't escape :) hahahaaaaaaa, just b prepared for it lor..

Ideas has came to me on how to play the bros ler ;P hahahhaha...
1) Bros stout w egg, groom the 4 taste of suan tian ku la
2) Groom will have to pick 7 MJ tiles from a ice cool pile of water which form 5121314 w any tiles ;)
3) once the groom enter the gate, he will be blind folded and the bros will have to suffer by carrying him to catch the alphabet in order hanging on the ceiling forming ; I LOVE ZHILING.... hahahaha
4) the bride's room key will be in a tub of ice creams and they have to finish the ice cream in order to take the key to open the door to fetch the wife...

Revenge time ;P hahahaha :P

2008-05-01T13:40:00.002+08:00

Last nite went to Sam's wedding dinner at Conrad and saw all the ex-conrad staff and all the causal labour there ;) It's just like a mini Conrad gathering. Miss the working life and all memories flows back to my mind. Miss it deeply but no matter what will never return back any more. For me, once I left the company I will never return to the same company again.

Last nite dinner was good but too slow and it only ended around 11.30pm due to the 1st march in started as late as 8.45pm by the time the dinner was served it's as late as 9pm. Sam & Kelly were such a perfect couple and their wedding photos were so nice. They are just like models.

After the dinner ended we went up to the room and left at around 12plus to st. james movida. Reach there around 1plus and left at 4am. Sorry gals for been late last nite. Eric came to fetch Wendy at 4am. She was really stress by work and has been thinking too much.

Gals n Guys at work dun keep everything to urself if u r over stress it wil cause very bad depression. Find someone to talk and destress. Take a break n relax ur mind is also a very choice.

2008-04-30T15:08:00.004+08:00

Few of my favourite Chinese Love song which is very meaningful.

愛妳　不是因為妳的美而已
我越來越愛妳　每個眼神觸動我的心
因為妳讓我看見FOREVER　才了解自己
未來這些日子　要好好珍惜

愛我　有些痛苦　有些不公平
如果真的愛我　不是理所當然的決定
感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊　像微風神奇
溫柔的安撫　我的不安定

所以我要　每天研究妳的笑容
嗚　多麼自然

＊FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER LOVE
我只想用我這一輩子去愛妳
從今以後　妳會是所有　幸福的理由

愛情　是場最美最遠的旅行
沿途雨季泥濘　偶爾阻礙我們的前進
感到妳的體溫在我懷裡　像陽光和絢
巧妙的融化　我的不安定

不可思議　證明我愛妳的理由
嗚　多麼自然

重唱　＊

妳感動的眼睛　我沉默的聲音
彷彿就是最好的證明
就讓我再說一次　I LOVE YOU
哦　直到永遠

重唱　＊

FOREVER LOVE (x3)

我的天空多麼的清新
透明的承諾是過去的空氣
牽著我的手是你
但你的笑容　卻看不清

＊是否一顆星星變了心
從前的願望　你全都給拋棄
最近我無法呼吸連自己的影子
都想逃避　〔逃避〕

＃BABY　妳就是我的唯一
兩個世界都變形　回去談何容易
確定　妳就是我的唯一
獨自對著電話說我愛你　我真的愛你
BABY　我已不能多愛你一些

重唱　＊,＃

其實早已超過了愛的極限

重唱　＃

2008-04-30T02:57:00.002+08:00

Just reach home not long from RAIN. A very cosy n nice place. Have a fun nite and hopefully Wendy has enjoy herself tonite too. Was worried about her, well my dear little sis Wendy dun stress urself too much.. When u r on MC, please stay at home. Rest is very important for u and dun keep everything to urself ya. Talk to us anytime, we r glad to b ur listening ears. Dun do anything which is silly.

Work is just so boring as usual. Well ppl is tired because of work but I'm tired because of nothing to do at work. Now I'm back to cliff due to my boss request till they manage to hire a restaurant manager. Wondering how long will it be.

Tonight is Sam's big day so after the dinner going for Ladies nite out at Movida. Thursday wil be going to my friend's son one month celebration. Friday working whole day and after work going to Rain. Next Saturday Nelson's wedding lunch. Hahaha, wondering how to sabo those brother's gang. Hehehehe ;P egg w stout is a must... hmmmm..... wat else my brain is working for tt day... hahahaha revenge time hahahaha...

Hmmmm... seems like everyone knows who is in my heart so obvious ma, but too bad he can only be in my heart n nothing else ba, should be lor unless miracles happens but i doubt so... Hehehe... so now concentrate on career 1st. Having a look out for new jobs, looking for Event company and manage to find a few such as Event Executive & Event Manager. Salary not bad around $2500 to $3500 n it's also one of my flavour job scoop. Preparing for resume to be send asap and hope there is good news. Or either looking for Banquet again my professional job scoop. hehehe.... Failure in relationships but hopefully success in career... hehehehe ;)

2008-04-28T21:04:00.002+08:00

Boring... BOring... BORing... BORIng... BORINg.... n BORING.... It's all I can say now... Haizzzzzz.... Nothing to do how????? Me really going mad soon. Funny isn't it? When got alot of work to do, Tired but when really nothing to do n can rest say BORING.. Me really more of a workaholic man, can just sit still for too long. Very good life now but the worse thing is nothing to do. Must find something to do or else will go crazy.

This Wednesday is Sam wedding n next Saturday is Nelson wedding. So sad that Boy's grandpa's wake couldn't attend due to these 2 wedding too close and it wouldn't be good for the couple if I attend the wake. Lucky Sam's wedding I'm only there to enjoy but following Saturday's wedding lunch I will b busy for the whole morning till evening cause I'm the Sisters Gang n the Coordinator cum MC once more. Hopefully it will be another fun day since everyone of the Brothers Gang I know.. Hehehehehe, Hahahahaha..... They going to die Big Time.....

Miss Cat's Wedding even though it has been over for few months. Luckily we have the montouch to watch and catch back our memoriesssss.....

C you all soon yaaaaa.... Real soonnnnn...

2008-04-18T17:27:00.002+08:00

This month getting the comapny VP finally. Hear will be alot but will c then. Working in Sentosa Resort & Spa for almost 6 months ler. Times really files and 1 more month my bday coming soon. Feel so excited waiting for tt day cause alot of friends whom i have not meet will turn up on tt nite.

Well being stress by my ex-bf for asking me to give him another chance again n again. My answer of course is NO.. What is the reason of me not giving him another chance is tt i have already given him alot alot of chances.

The 1st chance i given him is when he is undecisive of wat he wanted.
The 2nd chance i given him is still the same reason n at the same time he told me he dun feel that i'm the one. FINE.
The 3rd chance i given him is he patch back with his ex wo me knowing and still together w me. Till i found out myself and left him.
The 4th chance i given him is again he is undecisive after we back together again.

I am sick and f****** tired of all these stupid undecisive guys. Can't make up their bloody mind wat they really wanted.

Only untill i totally left him then he finally knows my important. Isn't it too late to regret after so many chances given. He told me that he finally realise that I am the one for him, I am the one who really suits him most cause I know how to save money for him. He dun wan to see me upset again but he is the one who is letting me down again n again.

Now my concentration is on my career n class. My next course will be Degree in Event & Convention Management at MDIS. Well there is someone in my heart but will only be in my heart, nothing else.

Another day will blog again, time to go for a nap ;)

2008-04-14T12:22:00.002+08:00

Haha....
Ladies & Gentlemen, Dudes and Hunks,

Final decission make wil be 24th May 2008, Saturday. J&J will be celebrating Bday at St James Power Station DRAGONFLY..... Seats will be the VIP cushion seat ya. Will send reminder to all again when nearer date ya :)

C u guys n gals soon ;)

2008-04-09T13:16:00.014+08:00

Of so many brand, i just loves Montblanc so much. Till now i have some of the collection that are; 3 fold wallet, name card holder, envelope bag, pen, ciagrette holder (a Bday present from my dear gal n joanne) and a Organiser...

Some of my planning of Montblanc collections.
Hehehehe, attached are wat i planned to get monthly.
My upcoming braclets collection :)

Hahaha, my future ring ;)

These are the necklaces that will b in my collection :)

These are the earring that will be in my collection :)

2008-02-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

Finally take over the restaurant from the contractor. Hsve plenty of things to do even though it's a small place. Official opening is on the 1st march if nothing goes wrong.

What did i do during the CNY???
Oh as usual went visiting. 1st day went to my Grandpa home and taken familys photo. Too many cousins so must play safe if not when they meet outside they dun even know who each others are. Saw my grandpa and he has slim down alot. He adores me alot when i was young till now and we go fishing together at times if i can take leave. So many cousin from my father side, grandpa really sia yang me alot. My mum's dad & mother pass away i didn't cry at all but if anything happen to this grandpa of mine, i believe i will definately cry.
2nd day of CNY i was sleeping at home all the way... hahaha...
3rd day went to gal house and after that we went to UE2 to celebrate gal n her gor derrick bday.
4th day went to Cat's place together with the Bro gang for dinner and after 10pm, i went to my friend's home.

Today finally started work but dun feel like working cause very sleepy but no choice la... Have to feed myself since i am alone....

Someone did ask me ; What type of guy r u looking for.

Me well most importantly, the guy is mature enough even though he can be younger than me. Have a stable job is a must. Treats me good and sia yang me. Not ness to meet up everyday as long as he dun lie to me and respect me n himself. Simply request ;P

2008-02-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

Haiz..... so fan.... when dun want relation, alot will come and dun know how to choose, when wanted a relation not even one can be found.... Just chat with C this afternoon, was telling her "am i too popular to engineering guys?" The reson why i as is because, there are 3 guys from engineering going after me. But take note, they are all from different work place. Wat a coincidence right? 1 is working in SIA, another is working in hotel and the other is working in the resort.

2 malay and 1 chinese.

I ask the chinese guy, "what makes you like me" and he reply, "I dun really know how to explain but you are a very nice and friendly gal."
I ask the SIA guy the same question, well and the answer was, "I was missing you after the 1st time I met you at Boiler."
And I ask the last guy too the same question, his reply was, "I was attracted to you from the 1st day we know each other and wanted to know you even more."

OH MY GOD!!!!! What should I do????? Just take it easy, relax and slowly decided whom I wanted and what i wanted.... Dun just pick 1 because i wanted a BF and no way i will do it this way...

OH YES!!!! BTW for everyone informations, J & J will be celebrating Bday at Boiler on the 24th May 2008 Saturday so Sunday everyone can rest and hang over... Hehehehehe... Please guys and gals, this year drink slowly and I dun want to go home so early k at least till Boiler closed ;)

C U GUYS & GALS ;P

2008-01-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

After so long ZOUK have been renovated, i have not step in at all. Finally yesterday ladies nite, I went with my Boss, his friend, A, E, J & A. We have a fun nite. Joanne was there too with Brian but what a disappointment, she told me she ask everyone but never msg me. AND who knows Brian spotted me and we enjoy together. Well next week CNY eve who is interested to join us to ZOUK for Mambo nite again. Had a discussion with Joanne regarding our Bday on May. She wanted Boiler and i wanted Drangonfly instead due to i prefer the band more and most importantly we can RSVP the sofa area. Final discussion still pending. Any suggestion anyone.

2008-01-30T17:48:00.000+08:00

After yesterday blog, everyone must be curious who is the malay guy and what is our storey like... Well he is working in engineering and for the 1st day I start work he has been trying to get my attention by disturbing me or greeting hi/bye to me. Till 2days ago I got his no and he was so happy that he keep msging me during work. We went to east coast park where I like most to sit and chat. We chat alot and asking alot of questions about each others. After so many questions, these are some of the things that i found out;

He is the eldest son in the family.
He has a sis who is an air stewardess in SQ.
His mum is working out station in Australia will only be back once every half a year.
He has 2 cats at home and he is staying alone in the house since his sis n mum are flying.
He is 1 year younger than me.
He used to have 5 relationship since school time, 3 puppy love and 2 serious relation after completed NS. 1st is a angmo, reason break up the gal is too wild and like to chiong alot. 2nd is a malay, reson breakup is the gal too prosessive toward him and he can't take it.
He use to ride bike and 3 years ago started driving instead. 3 months later he is getting a new car Toyota (Silver color).
He loves to drink at chili out place but not clubbing.
He is a homely person once reach home he wouldn't want to go out again, but recently because of me, he came out and fetch me to send me home.
He is going Australia this Thursday afternoon and flying back Singapore next Monday to clear his leave and visit his friends who are studying there.

I ask him what's make him wanted to go after me cause we only saw each other for the 3 months and didn't know me well and he reply;

At first when he saw me, he has the urge to know me. Each time he saw me, he wanted to know me more and so he started to chat and disturb me to get my attention. Until 2days ago, we were talking about (go out chiong never jioz) then I got his no and give him a miss call. He was very happy that nite and msg me asking me alot of questions. He was like 'Oh finally i get ur no and i'm able to get closer to u and understand u better'.

Certain things he told me that give me the comfort and respect;

Now we are still young so just do what we really wanted and dun be tied down by relations. He knows I'm studying and working at the same time so if we really together put him in the 3rd place and do what i wanted to but never put chiong in the 3rd and him in the last. He too encourage me to further my course if i wanted to.

He wanted to try out the relation cause never try will never know if we are meant to be together, if it dun works or i feel that we can't make it just tell him s long s i dun cheat him(such as having another bf at the same time) we still can be good friends.

He admits he likes me since the first sight. He wouldn't use the word LOVE cause to him this word is too big and heavy to use at the begining. He wanted me to give it a try and promised me that it will be a unforgettable relation since he is the 1st malay guy that likes me since i have no malay bf before (means he will be the 1st if i accepted him). To him LOVE is developed and keeps growing during the relations is building up and going on.

He gives me a very comfortable feeling but I really dun know if I will really accepts him. After all, the reasons is clear if i dun accepts him. At the main time, there is someone in my heart, that might be one of the reasons why i can't accept him. Well he is a nice guy, maybe i should recommand him malay gals that i know rather then wasting his time on me.

Humans are funny and fate is fooling ppl around. The one you loves either have a gf or either he dun loves u. The one you dun loves either you dun loves him n treat you like a treasure. This is Life and problems that we will always face and sloved. So stand strong and stand firm to what we looking for................

2008-01-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

Just came back for a dinner at Cliff tonight. Enjoy the dinner and have Oyster as appetizer, and main course G have Yellow Fin Tuna, D have a black cod, E have an angus beef and me alantic seabass, last but not least we have Chocolate Truffle Cake as dessert. Glad they enjoy the dinner tonight cause it'd meant to be a celebration of Bday for G & D.

Well recently there is a malay coll. going after me and i really dun knows if i should accept him anot. He is a very very nice guy and treats me very well.. He always wants to c me and send me home.. I didn't know if i should accept him cause in my heart there is someone else. Someone i know for years and recently just get to meet again. Tooooo bad he has a gf and i dun want to be the bad gal again who break up ppl relation. The more i c him the more i have feelings for him.. Is it because i really loves him or pity him, i really dun know... Well let's fate decide if we will be together or not, or we will only be very very good friends...

We shall c for what will be my fate ;)

2008-01-26T17:23:00.000+08:00

Well. what did I do for the whole week? As usual work and work lor. He;) he;)

Last nite went to dragonfly and meet up Gal, Blur, Jolin, Junliang and Malu as well as WX and his gf. Drink alot as usual esp with the Malu and WX around. Have a fun nite and at the same time we celebrate WX bday. Loves the live band there but the crowd is too much. All left about 3am and the last 4 standing left at 5plus. Who are the last 4 standing? That's Malu, WX, Jolin and me.

Wake up around 10plus in the morning and was lazy to go to work... hehe...

Waiting for the Gathering at Cat's home on CNY 10th February. Believe it will be fun... I will sponsor a btl of Gordon Bleu if my house stil have if not maybe JD. Going to make the guys drunk... hahahahahaha ;p

2008-01-17T19:55:00.000+08:00

Went for a dinner last night again ;) Well this time is a 8 course Chinese Hala Dinner at the Pan Pacific Hotel. I'm there to attend a Dinner & Dance for the Central Police Division Alfa Team invited by my ex-bf.

Enjoy myself, saw alot of friends there. I saw my ex-trainee, Danviel. I also saw Arty, Nelson, XM, Jason, Ah Bin and lots of Rocher St Officers. Even the MC is someone whom we know, Justin. Chat with him for a while trying to make him recongise me cause he saboh me big time during the D&D 3 years back at Conrad. Even saw the photographer whom is Cat's photographer during her wedding this Jan 08. Didn't manage to get a chance to talk to her cause she was busy.

Eventually wanted to meet up Jun Liang and Joanne after dinner but the dinner ends as late as 12plus. It was too late so headed home instead. I was really very worry about JL. He call me early in the morning 4plus and was sobbing. My heart aches when i heard him cry. No one can help him unless he starts to help himself by standing up. Knows what his worries were but he has to be strong to face it inorder to go over it. I told him before and lots of time, perhaps to anyone who are facing some issues or problems please listen;

NO PROBLEM IS AN ISSUE,
NO ISSUE CAN'T BE SLOVED.
AS LONG AS YOU STAND FIRM AND FACE IT,
NOTHING CAN'T BE SLOVED.
WHAT EVER HAPPEN HAS HAPPEN,
NO POINT CRYING OVER IT.
BE STRONG AND FACE IT,
LIFE WILL STILL GOES ON AND EVER BETTER.

Who ever has an issue, please sloved it asap. Dun let it snowball and exploxed. By then it will be too late. No matter if it is an relationship issue, work issue, friends issue or family issue, please find someone whom you can trust and can give you an advice to talk to. You will definately feel better than keeping everything in your heart. We are human beings not robert, when till the extent we can't take it, we will go crazy. So please, do talk it out.

2008-01-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

Huh.... Went for dinner last night at the Excelsior Hotel having Al-la-Cart buffet. Hmmmm... The food was nice and worth it. This dinner was a Thank You dinner from Cat & KP, so the whole gang of ppl were there except for Sharon. Will do a separate one for her, when she is free... After dinner we went to THE CHAMBER for a drink and chit chat, the place is relaxing and due to it's a sunday so not much ppl... He;) he;) the interesting part was, there was a couple sitting at the other corner of the room was performing some interesting show... (not till weixiong and malu told us, then we realise that is the so call lover's corner)

Have an interesting and enjoyable nite again w the groups of brother's gang. Have a good chat w a few of them and knowing what they wanted and looking forward to.

Marriage is a life time issue and takes 2 hands to clap in order to maintain the relation. Guys and Gals who are attached but not marry still have the choice to chose and find. (Knows it sounds bad) Who dun want a partner who really loves and take good care of each other???? Everyone needs it but does anyone has the courage to go and find or perhaps to accept it when it comes... 10 out of 9 NO, that's wat i believe. Y, no!!! No one want to lose everything in the end if it's not successful, it's a heavy price to pay, that's in every one's mind.

Well s for me, I'm tired and I'm down of energy to get into another relation. Well, let times slowly build up my energy till i found the one for me. Have someone in mind whom have given me a good impression but let's be friends first...

2008-01-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes some ppl just dun know how to appreciate what they have in life....

Y suddenly, i bring up this issue. Well after reading some of the sisters blog, i will start to think; What is the point of regret after things are done or after you given up someone you loves for no reasons???? To me i felt, since the one whom you loves dun cherish and appreciate you, no point thinking or hanging on to them. We as human being have choices all the while. Find someone whom really really treats you well and apperciate you instead of suffering quitely all by yourself.

Fates are funny things where by when you didn't even know or reliased that he or she is the one for you when you first meet. Only till the time when the string was tie then you will reliased that ; Hey i didn't even thought that we will be together for life when we first meet... Isn't FATE a very sweet thing that bought 2 different ppl of the world together ;)

Well i have gone though the time when i was really really sad where by the one i loves most didn't appreciate & cherish me at all.. It takes me at least 2 years to let it go.. He was a damp disappointment to me for the way I trusted him and believe in him. Perhaps I should say that he is a bastard in relations who is really useless and flicker minded.. Served him right if the China Gal ditch him after she get the PR..

That is why I always advice those whom ever broke off with their partner that ; It's your partner who is a fool, who is stupid that didn't know how to appreciate and cherish you. You have a choice and you will definately find someone else way better than that stupid fellow. Remember no one is indispensible, no one can't live without someone. Tomorrow will always be a better day and your fate, your future will appear as times pass....

2008-01-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

Hey ya... just reach home after a drink with my 2 little xiao di, Grant & Kang Kang... We have a good chat and after so many years this is the 1st time we really get a chance to chilled out with each other.

Hehehe;) still have the memories of Cat & KP wedding.. Thinking of it really make me miss it so much, esp the whole day from the morning till nite. So many times i have attend a wedding and co-ordinate a wedding, this is the 1st time i seen brother's gang & sister's gang clicking so well and having alot alot of fun. Believe that is why i really miss it so much;)

This year planning my bday to celebrate at Boiler's opening a cannon with Joanne gal to save money.. All are invitied so must really enjoy ourselves this year cause last year didn't celebrate and the year before both of us didn't take our dinner and almost drunk.. Will keep everyone update of the final decission;)

2008-01-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

It's has been at least more than 5 months i have not blog... Well, new year so new resoulations. Now starting to blog again. I am now working in The Sentosa Resort & Spa no longer in Conrad. Of course if you ask me, Do i miss the place? My answer will be YES, i do but i will never go back again. Why? 6 years is enough to stand in a place and too many things happening where it makes the place not fun to work in anymore.

Now having a good life in the Sentosa Resort waiting to take over the restaurant for opening. Well i like to do opening for restaurant as it's really fun and this is my 3rd opening that i'm doing.

Been having a fun week this week cause Cat & KP finally finish their wedding and settle down. I'm the main co-ordinator and the MC for her wedding, duo it's tired but i'm happy. From the morning till the dinner ends, we have a very very fun day. Brother's gang were fun and cheeky and very very interesting. There were full of joys and laughter thoughout the day. Brother's gang were having a hard and enjoyable time when fetching the bride from the sisters and they have their revenge during the dinner for the sisters. Ha;) Ha;) Ha;) Must be thinking how they have suffer and what they did to revenge right? Morning they were force to drink the welcome drink which is the ABC+raw egg for all except for the groom and in the evening their revenge is to make us drunk but.... they failed....... Ha;) ha;) ha;) With the Devilsjas around not easy lei.... ha;) ha;) ha;)

The programme for the whole day was:
5am in the morning, me, grace, joanne & cat were getting ready. Gracey gal was in charge of the sabotaging sessions during door opening.

7am Groom and brother's gang reach an given a welcome drink. HA;) HA;) HA;) ABC with raw egg and groom of course only have the 4 standard item which is the suan, tian, ku, la.....

8.30am Reach KP's place and the SOP

10am Reach Cat's place and the SOP

11.30am Back to hotel and rest

4.30pm Settle the reception, soleminzation and main ballroom.
The room set up was fantastic and grand.

6pm Finally Soleminzation started and MR & MRS LIM were certific;)

8pm Ballroom door opens and around 8.30pm the dinner started.

10.30pm Desserts served and everyone proceed for home sweet home.

TIRING BUT HAPPY AND ENJOY MYSELF.

CAT THIS IS FOR YOU & KP
Really really happy that CAT has finally found the one whom really treats her well and loves her the most. KP you are a lucky guy ;) Well at times Cat can be demanding but i know you can cope with it. KP please take good care of my dear sister and dun ever ever let her down, CAT cherish what you have found cause KP is an antique where it's hard to find anymore. JUST REMEMBER, THINGS TAKE 2 HANDS TO CLAP TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, SO BOTH OF YOU MUST REALLY CHERISH EACH OTHER WELL. Any misunderstanding sit sown and have a chat, dun ever quarrel to upset your relations. There are no issues that can't be sloved.

CAT hope i didn't failed you on your wedding day as the main co-ordinator and MC. Need anyone to talk to look for me, I will be there anytime JUST FOR YOU;)

Well still got few more sister to get marry so anyone of you need my help i will be glad to;)

2007-07-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

Doing this just for you, cat & Blurgal.

4 jobs I have had in my life (when I was younger) :
1) Banquet pt & ft (later stage) at New Otani.
2) Cost Control Clerk at New Otani.
3) Safari Guide (waitress) at Rainforest Cafe.
4) Now at Conrad.

4 places I have lived:
1) My present house in Toa Payoh.
2) My lover's house at CCK.
3) No more.
4) No more.

4 places I have been on vacation:
1) Shanghai (for opening at the same time)
2) Genting
3) Cameron Highland
4) Penang

4 of my favorite foods:
1) Grilled Chicken chop with lots of Black Pepper sauce.
2) Char Siew Pau.
3) Prawn noodle soup with sambal chilli in it.
4) Rojak.

4 places I would rather be right now:
1) Home
2) Home.
3) Home.
4) Still Home

4 friends I would like to tag:
1) Snowman.
2) Wendy.
3) No more liao ba.
4) No more liao lor.

2007-07-08T12:49:00.000+08:00

yeh.... 2nd assesment over.... fast isn't it.... next module is roulette ler..... wor even more mermories required.... this modlue takes at least 2 months.... and my lessons has increase to tue, wed, fri, sat and sun..... oh my!!! 5 days in a week wor... even more tiring now... no more time to go out ler but die die also will attend my dear sis cat wedding and be the sis gang.... ha... ha... going to be her main co-ordinator and also her MC.... for her i can do anything cause she is my dear sis.... really really happy for her that she is geting marry.... even for joanne, gracey gal, who ever my dear sis and daughter r i can do anything for them during their wedding.... just wan them to be the happiest in their great day...

2007-04-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

well..... been busy with work as usual and my class... class getting more n more interesting.... now going through all the steps of shuffling cards..... 8 decks of card into 1..... very very interesting..... never know the difficulty of the how cards are shuffle until the whole procedure are complete..... hand still too small to hold total of 20 chips while doing cutting :<> ha ;> headache arh ;>

2007-04-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

it tiring really very tiring.... on my course day i need to work morning and wen home around 4pm latest to bath and take a nap. wake up at 6pm to wash up n get ready to go for class... luckily toa payoh interchange has got free shuttle service to turf city every 30 mins... so reach training centre at around 7.10pm and did some practise before the class started.... teaching more on pratical and handskills too... finger pain and numb BUT interesting.... today wat r they teaching again ner should be card games ler ba.... who ever interested do let me know so that i can intro u guys n gals in and get a commission.... he... he.... he....well well really really very very tiring but no choice lei.... for my future and for my $$$$ need to ta han for few months lor....

2007-04-16T10:21:00.000+08:00

Hi Hi.... me back to blog again... Few months didn't blog ler, been busy real busy.... Well now working permenant morning due to my course in the evening... Taken up Casino Mangement at the ICG Training centre.... Very interesting course teaching how to operate 3 majors games in casino s well s some minor games.... They also caught how to touch 20 chips in a stack by feeling of our fingers, cutting of chips, pushing of chips and etc.... The best yet to come is the method of calculation for winnings; esp in Roulette and Barcarrat.... There will be assesment to do s well s testing of skill in the course.... This course is going to take 11 months to complete it.

After finishing this Certificate of Casino Management most pro will carry on with Dipolma in Casino Leisure Management.

Well now only concentrate on my course s for XM, we still meet up and more offen than last time ler.... Still friend w him n really dun know if relation will get even more further.... Hopefully it will and when he is back, he is back with his whole heart to me.... So dun ask me anything k....

2007-02-20T04:16:00.000+08:00

it has never been a happy day for me. last year and this year my countdown and valentine's has never been happy. how do u gals think of china gal age 30 and above, r they here to cheat guys for money and PR???? well china gal are all bitch really f@#$^&% bitch. Hopefully those bitch are all caught and send back to china and not allow to be back in Singapore again. most of those age china chick are here s prositute and cheat guys money. hopefully they get strike by lighting and never allow to reborn.... just hate all the china bitch....

2007-02-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

well another day has pass... been lazy at home the whole day ;( tomorrow working 10am.... blur blur finally me blog ler... sometimes also dun know wat to blog... that's all for today ba...

2007-02-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

it been so long didn't blog ler.. miss all those times each and everyone of us has spend together.. Bro arron and Elieen married last year follow by Donald and this year feb winnie wedding, next year jan cat (my dear good sis) turn, after that who else ner...... wondering when will it be my turn ner :( not so fast ba cause still waiting for that someone.... waiting for that someone to be with him forever.... just celebrated his birthday with him which will be on this friday... glad that he was happy with the surprised cake i have arranged and we spend the nite having dinner at east coast park.... was very happy to c him again cause misses him so deeply....

Cat dun worry about ur wedding.. wat u need to do is 1. look for ur photographer and wedding studio, weding grown 2. arrange ur guest list in advance 3. stay pretty and sexy everyday 4. save for ang baos and bill payment 5. the contract with catering office let me know so i can arrange special things for u.... lastly the rest of the thing leave it to me on that day itself.....
the liquour i will get back to u asap and do u need wines.... if u need will check and get for u too under consignment....

been very busy working so didn't get a change to blog.... now different liao any time wab to blg can blog ler....
well planning to have steamboat at my home at new year time and gambling sessions... after that we go dragonfly clubbing ba... u gals give idea me on leave during new year so no problem... miss u all keep in touch... kidos....

2006-12-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

Was so happy on Monday 11.12.06. A very important day to remember : it's my best bro wedding, it's Aaron wedding. finally wait till he married liao..... he... he... so glad.... feel so happy for them deep from my heart.... Well been busy for the whole day since morning till nite.... BUSY BUT HAPPY....

morning before 8.30am reaches Dao Sao Eileen's home, get to know the rest of her friends (SISTER'S Gang). ha... ha... i was supposed to be the spy for bro but in the end i turn myself in.... ha... ha... well they have arrange 1. lion dance by groom and stepping of ballroom 2. drinking of shuan, tian, ku, la 3. most important ang pao time..... ha... ha... ha... well even though he pass through the gate but still got last stage to go : that is sing Dao Sao most flavour song....

after all the fun at Dao Sao home, we proceed to Bro home. as usual eating of dumpling and tea ceremony. after everything was done, we went over to pray Bro grandmum. last thing to do proceed back to Dao Sao home and lunch time.

reach home around 1.45pm have a short nap and wake up at 3.30pm. proceed down to hotel and reach around 5.15pm. went through the programme w the banquet manager and job habit check the room. nice small room with a permenant stage, projector was hang on the ceiling, small cocktail area without smoking area. have to proceed out of the hotel to smoke instead but lucky pool was at the same level just a short distance away. not really have the time to eat but the food was good, service wise was bad. well everything goes smooth but the signage at level 1 was wrong. very serious promblem surname was wrong. no one realise until about to march in not even the hotel staff....

went dragonfly after the dinner with nelson and the rest to celebrate ho's bacherlor nite. Noel send me there and home cause XM was not there yet. Only when i reach home then he called me to check if i was still there. he was on the way down soon but due to me home liao he went home too. he told me he promise me he will go so he definately will go.... i was so glad that at least he finally call me cause i called him so many times and he phone was flat.

well no matter how was very very happy on monday. who's turn going to be next. Noel? Vincent? when will it be my? lazy to think.....

getting ready for friday ho's wedding liao.....

2006-07-24T10:43:00.000+08:00

been busy recently... so many last min event... didnt get a change to blog... all must be thinking i go MIA right.... been long time didnt go devils liao... miss the place so much.... last sat saw my friend who lives only few blocks away from me but obly til last sat then manage to c him... we konw each other since secondary school s well s his younger brother.... lost touch for few years till we meet again... he is tend and smart looking s usual but more handsome liao ;) was so glad to c him again.... he is single unbeliveable but his younger brother is married... he.. he.. he...... been day dreaming r we able to contiune our fate that we had miss years ago..... wondering y i say this right.... when we know each other he treated me very well not like his younger brother always bully me..... i n his friend were together n i found out from his younger brother that actually he is interested in me but because i m interested n with his friend he back off.... haiz... another guy talking about brotherhood right... so stupid..... well manage to exchange hp no.... hope to meet up once of these day w him and my first love ba....

2006-05-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hiaz... Life is fulls of ups & downs... Y must there b good luck & bad luck... Can't everyone just simply have e same life... Y must there b relations & marriage.... If there isn't any then there will not have any pain or suffering at all.... Humans are bunch of fools & idiots who never stop causing hurt & harm to anyone anytime anywhere.... Even to e extent of hurting their loves ones.... Has any one in the world ever been sincere to each other and the answer is NO... Everyone every where never stop telling lies, never stop torturing their love ones even their close family.... Work is so boring too... esp when u dun wan to see those idiots whom think tt they themselves are so smart... fucking idiots makes life difficult... Just like a disease no matter how u get rid of it, it will still come back... Tired so tired of life.... Some times do hope to stop every things immediately but life still has to go on.... How I wish I was a bird instead... I could fly to anywhere I wan & bird has more feelings than human... They wouldn't hurt each other like how humans do... Really wish to born s a bird in my next life....

2006-04-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

my big day is coming again.... sorry every1 the date is change to 20th may instead of 19th may... so e confirm date is 20th may, saturday.... must c u guys n regular there k.... i wan to make sure i njoy myself, to make sure i go crazy all e way out... dun have to worry about me cause my "gor gor" wil be there too thats y i need to change the date to 20th may.... my "gor gor" very nice guy very very sia yang me n take good care of me, tts y he must go so he can take care of me.... hee... hee... anyone is interested i n him, let me know.... change date good for every1 also right, dun need to be so tired after work then go down to devils.... my heart is so tiring so i wan to realise i wan to let go n make myself happy.... BDAY wor so must b happy, HAPPY, happy....... must remember 20th may saturday after 9pm anytime...... every1 is welcome.....

2006-04-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

wat is true love???? does any knows n who can do it???????? Love n relation is so tiring very tiring... being alone is better, maybe in a way or other.... need not have to worry about another feeling, need not have to report where u go or wat u do, did not have to worry if u have did the right or wrong things, can goes anywhere I prefer, can do anything I wanted, can concentrate in work not worrying about anything, need not have to worry if he/she have a change of heart.... really so much better to be alone than to be attach.... relation hurts n can be hurt very very deeply which no ones will expected it to be so hurting n painful.... it can cause a person to go crazy, can cause a person to kill another, can cause a person to kill themselves, relation really is so stupid n irritating..... its still better to be alone...

2006-02-26T09:23:00.000+08:00

Time to update my blog again... after been hurt so deepily in e heart its time for recovery... well not sure if i'm really loves him but have a bit of feeling for him.. he treated me just like how XM has treated me when we are together.. He is the youngest of all in his family (1 elderest sister & 2 elder brother all married & w kids) but he is still older than me, he is living alone in a three room flat located at Yew Tee... well it's far away from my house, at least 30mins to 45mins to reach his home even taking MRT.. lucky he is driving so at times he will fetch me instead of i going to his house alone (but he can only drive from 7pm onward on weekdays, sat after 3pm & sun whole day cause he's is a red plate).. Been with him for almost a week & things goes fine w us... went to his house a few times overnite & he send me to work in the morning (early in e morning 4am wor) even he is not working cause he is on leave from wed till sun... he is a fun guy to be with cause he's forever full of jokes n nonsense... he is protective towards me so far everytime we went out... he works for the government in the SPF station in Sub-Court... he is working office hour shift & at times will have duty on sat... Sooooooooo.... he happened to be XM's ex-collegue & know him tooooooooo..... well nothing to hide from him & i told him everything about XM & my relation b4 we broke off & he told me his too... he didnt mind & it doesn't matters to him, infact to him s long s i'm not attached & not married he will not mind a single thing... I really didnt know if i did the right thing by giving him a chance to b w him.. (hopefully i did..) so far so good between us & times shall prove my decision to be right or wrong again.. he is giving me his house key inorder for me to go his house anytime i wanted & anytime i'm free... well hopefully everything went well for me cause i'm really sick & tired of relation & it hurts alot whenever its seperated.. wish me luck for this final & last relation i'm looking at now.. By the way his name is JOHN...

2006-01-04T13:21:00.001+08:00

Another year has pass.. 2005 has been a very happening year for me.. a year full of joy,happiness & sadness which deeply hurt my heart,which leave me a very deep impression & impact to my heart.. I still remember clearly how i know my Dear my Most Love from e first day til e day he hurt me deeply...

14th FEBRUARY 2004 Valentine's Day

its e first day i know XM through Vincent at Devilsbar when Vincent catch hold of my hand while i was on my way to the ladies...

31st DECEMBER 2005 New Year Eve

the most memorable day in my life... its e day i & XM get to know each other more at devils... ha.. ha.. i was very high on tt nite & next day morning i need 2 work at 5am.. XM offer to send me to work & he did wat he say.. we have a very enjoyable nite companying each other..

JANUARY 2005

XM started msging me & we talk & chat & getting to know each other deeper & our relation become stronger.. we meet up for dinner & coffee session w his friend whom i know & of course most of the time we r alone.. He really melted my heart w his sincerity & care.. there was once he bought a btl of cough syrup & secertly bring it to me at my house without informing me.. only when he reach then he call & give me a surprise, i'm really very very touch... chinese new year is coming & he is doing duty at chinatown & it given us more time to b 2gether..

FEBRUARY 2005

XM Bday is on e 10th Feb & its e first time i celebrating his Bday w him & its e happiest moment in our lives.. really very happy tt he njoy himself during his Bday n i bought 4 him a Montblance wallet for Bday.. its chinese new year at e same time n he bring me to his friend's home.. altought i didnt know most of his friend there,he has never leave me alone,he company me all e while by my side so sweet of him to thought of it.. Valentine's day is our 1 year Anniversay of knowing each other & is our 1st Valentine too & i bought for him a Montblance keychain for Valentine's day.. he was on course on tt day but was given more than 1hr lunch break & so he company me for lunch & we chat til he need to go back to course.. when i reach home some1 came knocking on e door & to my surprise its a delievery man w a small basket of red roses & a btl of perfume in it, attached a card written Darrence Love Jasmine... i was very very happy cause i didnt thought of him giving me any Valentine's present.. he always give me surprise tt makes me very very happy & very very memorable..

MARCH 2005

he book a chalet at East Coast for us to spend our time 2gether alone for 3 days 2 nites.. i feel so pampered my him & i love him even more & i know i cant let go of him anymore..

APRIL 2005

we been spending alot of time w each other. no matter how tired we r we wil make out time to meet cause we only meet 3 to 4 times each week.. e more i didnt meet him the more i miss him.. he has book a chalet at loyang for both of us & this is our 2nd time spending our time alone..

MAY 2005

he bring me to his team chalet & i am very very glad tt he always bring me to where ever he go & intro his friends 2 me... whenever we r 2gether i just wan him to be happy & njoy himself.. 2 weeks after his team member chalet is my Bday & he booked for me a chalet to celebrate my Bday.. 1st day we spend our nite alone so lovey dovey.. we went swimming in e afternoon & 2gether we cook food in e kitchen for our dinner & have a fun nite companying each other.. its e most happiest Bday i have spend w my most love XM.. This chalet is a present from him..

JUNE 2005

XM was busy & we only meet twice a week some time.. i understand he has to work so i have to b good..

JULY 2006

XM book a chalet at Costa Sand Pasir Ris for us to spend our time 2gether alone again.. june he was busy & we seldom meet up & so thoughtful of him to have arrange our time alone.. this is e 3rd time he has book chalet for usto spend our time alone.. e more he is so caring e more i love him deeply e more i cant give up my love 4 him no matter wat happen..

August 2007

Again XM was busy w work & we meet up less for e whole month...

SEPTEMBER 2005

XM know we have not been spending time 2gether alone for some time & this is the 4th time he book a chalet.. he book it at East Coast due to no avaliability at Loyang.. he really adores me alot cause wat ever i loves to eat he will definately bring me there.. i have given all my heart to him,i cant take it back at all..

OCTOBER 2005

this is e most painful & saddest day in my life.. 17th Oct he told me we will b friend instead due to certain unforseen reason.. this reason has been in our realtion since feb but we didnt give up our relation cause we know we loves each other deeply... he promise me he will never give up & will never leave me but he was e first to give up everything.. he break my heart deeply.. i never blame him i never hate him but im just angry w him for not knowing how to think for himself.. for a stupid reason he let go our relation & our happiness.. he dun know how to think of his own happiness & those happy time we have spend he dun now how to think of himself... my hearts hurts deeply my tears cant stop rolling cant stop no matter how hard i try..

NOVEMBER 2005

17th november e last time we meet s a couple.. we went JB for lunch & went foot message.. we went back singapore in e evening & go for a movie.. we watch THE MYTH & after tt we went to take a photo 2gether.. its a photo he promise me to take & keep s a love memories of ours..its actually a neo print.. its late & we went back e market near my house for a drink b4 going home... he spend e last nite s a couple w me s promise & spend e nite at my house cause e next morning he wil b going to his team holiday at Bangkok... he promise me he wil call me& weil still meet up i just pray he wil keep his words.. i just wish he will come back to me again & we can spend our life s couple happily forever.. i will wait for him,wait til he knows how to think for himself again.. PLS XM my Most Love PLS think of ur happiness n not ur use to it PLS PLS MY DEAR.. U forever will b my dear whom i love most...

DECEMBER 2005

since october till now my tears has never stop rolling.. i just cant control myself.. whenever i think of all e effort both of us has put in my tears just cant stop rolling.. XM has been avoiding me since then, didnt dare to call me or reply my msg.. my hearts really painful, very very painful..

2005-12-13T13:45:00.000+08:00

sorry every1... been a long long time i didnt blog... not in e mood maybe.. life is meaningless.. life is short... every1 everyday is changing even relation & friendship... wat is the most hurting i life???? when ur most love break ur heart... when ur loves 1 leaves e world... alot of things can hurt a person deeply but nothing can b compare to the pain in the heart causes by ur loves 1... maybe its all fated... if he is meant 2 b urs no matter how bad u treated him he wil never leave, if he isnt meant to b no matter how good u treated him he wil still go... guys r al the same... in relation guys can never b compare to gals in alot of ways... guys r always more heartless n cold blooded in relation but gals are different... 10 months been 2gether r not short efforts & feelings r not appreciated.. how sad :( how sad :( I love him really love him alot but i'm very sad very sad tt he is e 1 who letting go of e effort we put in where he promise me he wil never let go no matter how tough it wil b... ??? guys always never keep their promise never so disappointed... i tried 2 hate him but i cant i try to blame him but i cant cause i really loves him alot....

2005-04-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

hi every1... sorry 4 not blogging for so so so long... joanne angry liao... hahaha... well me have been doing fine.. stil very good w my darest XM... my bday chalet is confirm on e 26th may to 28th may checkout... make sure u gals come... well my chalet is at Aloha Loyang Pool Terrace 7 just infront of e swimming pool... this chalet i ask XM to book 4 me cause he has his staff benefits rate but i dun know how much cause he dun wan to tell me... wanted to pay him back e money for e renting of chalet but he insisted not to take & told me its for my bday present... well my actual bday is on e 25th May... he.. he.. will be celebrating with him alone... this time round i have XM to company throughout e chalet & his gangs of friends will defiantely stay for the nite cause XM is my BF now difference from last time liao... ha.. ha.. ha.. everything plan liao... on e 24th may wil go n buy food for BBQ & drinks s well... have to spend a lot again.. a big hold in my pocket again... hahaha... but i dun mind cause it e only time where every1 of us can relax & gather 2gether.... c u all gals & guys there.... do keep in touch...

2005-03-01T11:18:00.000+08:00

been a very very long time didnt blog liao... every1 is making noise at me for not blogging... 2day i should update every1 from 2 days b4 e chinese new year...

7th Feb 2005

having renuion dinner at home w my family... after dinner nothing to do but keep in contact w my dear on phone... he was having renuion dinner w his family s well...

8th Feb 2005

working 2day cause GP needed help from Bqt s they have e rennion dinner in all salons & ballroom... every year is e same... supposed to b on leave but was cancel off due to this stupid GP lor... after dinner meet up w my dear n we wen to his friend's house for a gambling session... all his friends r there including nelson, lai, russell & wei wei whom i know better... play 4cards on behalf of him & drinking beer at e same time... we were so loving tt we hug each other s if no 1 was there... well i am a lucky charm for him... won for him $200+ & he given me half of e winning but i rejected it... he insisted tt i keep it & force it into my pocket... we play till next day morning 7am+ then he send me & nelson home...

9th Feb 2005

1st day of Chinese New Year so boring didnt go for visiting at all.. sleep at home & meet Cat at 4pm for a KTV session... after e ktv session at about 9pm+ we meet up ade 2 go Devils after dinner at Mac... XM didnt join us cause he has to visit his relatives & we keep in touch by msg... we njoy ourselves till 4am+...

10th Feb 2005

2nd day of Chinese New Year didnt go visiting again... stay at home & sleep til 5pm+... meet my dear at 6pm+ & we went for dinner... its his B'day 2day so we went to celebrate 2gether... at first we deceided to go Chatterbox but it was full house & very very long queue, then we decided to go Swensen at Clarke Quey cause we felt tt its more comfortable there but it was closed under renovation... it was around 9pm+ liao when we reach there... he was worry tt i was hungry but in e end i decided to go Fisherman village... when we reach Fisherman village it was around 10pm+... we were travelling in e car around 1hr+ but lucky we were chit chatting s well... given him his B'day present & V'day present s well cause worry might not c him at V'day... well bought 4 him a Mountblanc Keychain (lastest design) as a B'day present... s for V'day present i bought him a Mountblanc Wallet (lastest design) & 2 small forever friend bears in pair... he has open his B'day present on tt day itself & i request him to open e V'day present on V'day itself 2 & he promise me... he told me tt he didnt felt so happy b4 on his bday & he wanted to spend e rest of his Bday w me... *blush**Blush* we stay there til 1am+ then we went to his friend chalet whom i know him s well at aloha loyang... we stay there about 45min to 1hr then we left to fetch nelson cause they have a gathering session again at another friend's home... when we reach there every1 has went home e session has finish & we went for supper at geylang 1 of e famous tim sum stall... after supper we went home....

11th Feb 2005

well working 12pm 2day... i wen to work myself s he has things to do.... during work we just keep in touch by msg s usual...

12th Feb 2005

gracey gal b'day 2day... not much event so requested to take leave & rest at home... meet dear dear at 5pm+ wen to his friend's Jason house for a gambling session & dinner... after dinner wen 2 devils bar at around 11pm & some of them r there 2... alot of them ehom gracey & i know were there... we have a great time... gracey gal is super high cause she drink alot b 4 i come... worse when ah guang was there... hahaha... lucky not my b'day but my b'day also sure die... we leave around 3am cause dear dear is very very tired... he send me home & we spend e nite at my house s he was very tired to drive... no 1 was at home anyway all went fishing at malaysia...

13th Feb 2005

he didnt send me to work cause he has urgent matters to attended to...

14th Feb 2005

It's Valentine's day 2day... dear dear was on course, a promotion course for him & its e 1st day of course.... we meet for lunch at 11am+ & he wen back for course at around 2.15pm... his break is till 2.30pm cause 2day is V'day & 1st day of course so his instructor given them a very long break to company their gf... im on leave 2day noting to do at home so meet up w cat at around 9pm after her work... well she has received flowers form her KP & me too... i was at home after lunch w XM & around 3pm someone came to knock on e door... guess wat its a delivery man carrying a basket of flower w a btl of perfume... i was happy & surprise at e same time... attach w a card written; From: Love Darrence.... i was thinking who is this Darrence is & so i msg XM... he keep telling me tt its not him but in e end he admitted s he was worry i might get angry.... he told me tt he seldom use his christian name s most of e time every1 call him XM so he didnt tell or mention to me about it... i was so happy cause i didnt think of him sending me flowers & present in e first place... i was very very surprising & at e same time its our 1st year anniversary of knowing each other wor...

15th Feb 2005 til 1st March 2005

well everyday is e same been working from morning till nite... whenever free will meet my dear dear for lunch or dinner but most of e time is for supper only.... whenever he can he wil send me to work or fetch me from work... he is busy w his own work s well so whenever we can meet we will definately treasure wat ever time we have 2gether.... sometime we meet each other only 2 to 3 times per week if our shift totally dun allow us to meet but every day we will chat on phone or msg lor.... i can feel tt i m a very fortune gal w a dear dear whom so 'sia yang' & take good care of me.... dun ask me when we r getting marry til a far question... surely later than cat hhahaha....

2005-01-25T19:46:00.000+08:00

well yesterday work till 1.30am then leave e hotel... suppose to meet XM at 1am but was delay due to turn over... quickly call C who was sitting outside blue elephant to look 4 XM outside starbucks & company him to chit chat while waiting 4 me... feel so bad to make all of them to wait 4 me... suppose to meet C, W, Yani & her friend cause promise Yani to go Devils but change to supper due to me not able to meet early... decided to go Newton for supper but surprising all e stalls r close & finally decided to go Bencoolen Kopitiam... chat & eat at e same time... XM bought for me fish ball noodle soup while i was waiting 4 all to buy their own food... around 3am+, e 4 gals all left cause they were tired... W send C home & Yani & friend wen home 2gether... XM & i sitting their chatting till around 5am then he send me home.. we have lots to talk last nite maybe bcause we r much closer to each other... at e same time he has not finish drinking his beer too... this morning chat w C for few hrs on e phone & she told me she ask XM a few question very softly due to W was there shere didnt ask more... she ask XM wat is our relationship now & XM reply her we r still friends & he wanted to know each other more while at e same time he was blushing away... maybe due to W & 2 more gals around, its difficult for him to talk about this topic... i have faith in him cause i have 4 person whom ask him e same questions & e answer r e same... some even give me a very positive answer tt XM really like me from wat he told them... really feel tt he is e last guy whom will end my single life 4ever... hahaha.. wat a thinking... XM slept late last nite & around 6am+ he msg me & told me tt he cant sleep at all cause he keep thinking of me... i feel so sweet in my heart... he can surprise me w alot of things such s words & actions.... this afternoon when he wake up, he msg me immediately & send me his regards... after a while he call me & we chat... he wanted me to call him 2nite 2 chat w him cause he was very boring at Chinatown Patrol... he will b there for e whole week w/o any off but his shift is from 6.30pm to 12mn... 2morrow i was working 7am & he insisted to send me to work cause he wans to c me... he wen back to take a nap & around 6pm i msg him again to ensure tt he is on e way to work... we r more & more like a couple... just wondering when he will ask me officially could it b on his Bday or Valentine's day to give me a surprise.... anyway i have decided wat to buy 4 him liao... its a secert not 4 u gals to know... hahaha.....

2005-01-21T09:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday wen devils arrived there at around 12.45am... XM was caught up in e station for some paperwork & was late.... he reach my house around 11.30pm after he wen home & bath after a long day at work... Cat bf wans 2 meet her & talk 2 her so she didnt wen along w me... KP came & fetch her up & we waited 2gether 4 her bf... she kept chasing us to go off & njoy ourself but i cant leave her alone cause its so quite & my area is upgrading... so we waited for her KP & yesterday was e first time i saw KP after they were 2gether 4 so long... hahaha.... first among Cat's friend whom KP dun know at all... feel so sorry to let grace & joanne waited so long together w their bf... have told them to go in first but they came down again cause it very very packed upstairs... its been a long time didnt c both of them liao... when i reach e 2 of them intro me their bf but they have actually intro 2 me b 4 in devils... they 4get liao... gals so sorry to keep u all waiting 4 so long... will treat 4 of u 2 dinner 1 of these days s apology k... help me apologize to ur bf...gracey gal wat did u ask XM yesterday... have a fun nite last nite... they kept asking XM 2 drink & he was high cause he didnt take his dinner at all after work... Noel ask me some questions yesterday at DB... he ask me if i & XM r 2gether now, wat i think & feel about XM, m i serious about relationship, if i mind his age... well all e answer is s below... i told noel 2 ask XM cause till now he still have not ask me officially yet but somehow we r 2gether la, XM is a very very nice guy & he treated me very very gd, admitted tt i do have feelings for him & i dun like to play w relations even through i m a super cheongster, i dun mind age gap at all its better 2 have a older bf, he will definately more mature & care about me more... all of them in e group seems happy tt im w him... Noel told me tt XM admitted to him tt he like me... was happy to hear tt coming out from 1 of his friend in e group at least i confirm something... among e group A & Noel adores me e most cause they wil help me get out of drinking if 2 many of them force me... hahaha... its actually very lucky tt i got 2 know V which indirectly help me 2 know this group of ppl who adores me & of cause know XM more.... should have thks him.... hahahaha.... we left around 3am+ & send XM home first... wen his home 2 use his toilet for awhile cause i was super high tied liao... his father was sleeping in e dining room lucky didnt wake him up... hahaha... then nelson send me home by driving XM car then he wen back... 2day he wil need to go & fetch XM 2 work.... hope e herbal tea tt i left for XM wunt get spoil... tt al 4 2day la... cya gers...

2005-01-20T01:55:00.000+08:00

meet XM for lunch tis afternoon... we wen 2 eat yong tao fu at a kopitiam opposite yellow pages... we ate & chat to 2.45pm & he send me 2 work... well this stall was recommnded by nelson whom kept saying tt its very gd.... ask XM did he cal N along & he reply most pro no cause e nite b 4 they wen for mahjong session till morning so must b very tired & he added tt he wans to b w me alone s well.... its really very sweet of him... he is working morning 2day so he didnt fetch me from work (even if he wans 2 i will definately ask him 2 stay at home & rest...) around 9pm+ he msg me tt he is going 2 bed liao & remind me 2 b more careful since i m going home late... my event end very early 2day so manage 2 turnover e room & finish at 11pm.. last min met A & C at beach bar for a relaxing session... now my right eye is painful & swollen... will go c doc after i wake up.... eyelid is getting heavy need 2sleep liao... sweet dreams 2 every1... cheers...

2005-01-19T09:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday afternoon meet XM for lunch... we wen 2 lor 8 market & look 4 food... in e end i suggest to eat prawn noodle since he wanted noodle instead... s usual he is just like A & M saying tt e noodle is very nice especially e soup base.. glad to heard tt he like it cause i was e 1 whom make e recommandation... he send me to work after lunch & wen home... XM has a Police Welfare D&D at nite at suntec & he came to fetch me home when he finish e dinner around 11pm+... i finish work at 12mn cause yesterday dinner finish at around 9.30pm & once all e guest left i quickly turn over e room for 2nite dinner knowing tt there is no 4pm staff doing set up... all e things r completed in e ballroom except e daily products.... i meet him at 12.15pm & cat was w me taking e lift... wanted to send her home but she dun wan she say she is paisay... wats there 2 b paisay la.. XM was surprise tt cat walk off 2 & he dun mind send her home s well cause on e way & she is alone... haiz.... cat & ade can u gals in furture dun tell me u gals r paisay again.... half way when we were in e CTE Is call XM & ask where r we & he & his friends(XM colleagues s well) were bored & wanted to go DB so ask us if we wan to go... we u turn back & call Bro A at e same time & ask him to come cause he was doing nothing at home 2... he came & we chat alot.. it been 2 to 3 months tt i didnt c him liao... miss him & da sao alot... e moment he came he ask me... wat is e relation between me & XM... i told him to ask XM cause i also dun know s we r still not official... he told me alot of ppl give him different stories such s 2 lonely ppl tt y 2gether & I & XM 2gether liao... haiz it always like tt, things spread fast... ask him who told him & he refused to tell me, he heard about wat happened during NY eve & tt Sat we go DB... he encourage me to go on different from last time where he ask me to give up on V... well we left around 2am+...we chat alot in e car s well... XM send me home first b 4 Bro A & he make noise.. hahaha.... give Bro A a hug b 4 i left... XM send me 2 e door & we hug each other b 4 he left home... he msg me when he reach home & he will send me to work again 2 day cause he start work 2morrow liao working morning 7am.... after work going DB again on thurs w e group of them & i will meet them after my afternoon shift... any1 of u interested to join dun say i dun jioz.... cya gers there if u all joining me... ***Cheers***

2005-01-15T19:58:00.000+08:00

he is really really very very nice to me... know tt i m coughing when talking on e phone, he wen to buy cough syrup tt dun cause drownsiness w/out my knowledge... he bring it all e way to my blk & i meet him downstair after he msg me... 1 very rare dude to find liao but will he still b e same if we manage to be couple... he call me at around 6.30pm & we chat... he ask if i wan to watch soccer match w him cause 2day is Liverpool vs Manu... i rejected him this time cause i m tired 4 e past 20 over hrs havent sleep liao... he say tt he understand & wan me 2 rest at home instead.... i askhim y is it tt he treated me so nice.... he reply me tt b cause i treat him nice so he treat me nice also lor.... not very happy w e answer i ask him so this is e reason or there is other reasons beside this... he answer e same thing n at e same time he added tt he dun know y he really njoy & have a nice feeling whenever he is 2gether w me.... wat does this mean la... hai...

2005-01-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

another day has pass just like tt... now using business centre internet hahaha... fun nite last nite... there is something tt i miss out last nite till A & C remind me... yesterday A disturb XM by asking him... is he going 2gether w me liao & he naturally reply yes.... A & C reminded him did he officially ask me to b his gf & he reply them will ask later.... the last thing she do is 2 warn him not 2 hurt me or else she will not give face.... beside all this A keep rumba me towards XM & S plays a part 2 s wel s C & P.... when he reach his home yesterday he call me on e phone... i think this is e 2nd time he call me, e 1st time is a miss call cause its call in devils where i cant hear e tone & yesterday is e 2nd time & we finally talk on e phone..... he ask y i still havent sleep & wan me to rest enough 4 work this morning cause within 2 hrs i m working liao.... form e way he talk can feel tt he is trying to ask or tell me something but in e end change of topic... hai lety wait till e day he ask then we will b officially 2gether...
knowing A & C for 2 years from nothing to s close s real sista its a pleasure knowing e 2 of them & i will treasure them alot.... e 3 of us r always giving each other advice & protecting each other.... A & C sista forever s long s we live.... cheers....

2005-01-15T04:19:00.000+08:00

well just came back from devils at around 3.30am after XM send his friend (staying at lavander) & A & C home then lastly me... it not tt he dun wan to send me home first but i suggest to him to send them home first cause i dun wan him 2 feel lonely.... wel 2 day was sabo day for me cause my gd sista surprisingly willingly 2 go devils 2day.... they keep disturbing XM & me... not only them even V & N also play apart after they came w their gf... didnt go bartop 2 day cause no kaki at all & also to company XM cause can c tt he purposely came down bcause i ask him 2... B & H wanted 2 come down badly but was stick w gf so they need XM to help them by msging them tt there is a activation back at NPC.. in e first place XM thought tt he need 2 go off cause they msg him there is an activation going on which is actually e other way round.... they came for less than an hr & left... hai wat a disappointment... L & R left 2 cause WW & TT didnt came at all.... we left around 2.30am leaving V & N w their gf... reaching e carpark i offer his friend 2 sit infront but his friend rejected & say tt i m his lover so e seat is for me... i believe he has treated me s gf liao but i waiting 4 him to ask personally... he told me tt he dun mind sending my friends home cause they r also his friends s long s they r mind... wat should i do... i cant reject to a guy whom is so loving & caring towards me... its not normal care its e super extraordinary care....

2005-01-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

XM msg me when he wake up 2day... he told me tt he is being woke up by his baby nephew when he cry.... he ask me where m i... i told him i was still in e hotel cause there is lunch to serve... he offer to come & fetch me & send me home cause he is going to TP to meet N for lunch... around 2.15pm he reach hotel to fetch me home... its so sweet of him... i felt tt its actually out of e way cause he need to come to suntec & back to TP where by he can just drive to TP in 15mins... he told me not 2 worry where by it is very convience for him but i dun think so lor.... around 3pm i reach home s usual i did wat i need to do & tell him not to have his lunch too late which is bad for health... to show back his concern he ask me to go & rest inorder to njoy 2nite clubbing... well he is such a nice guy which can make me who is sturborn in changing my mind.... *blush* *blush*

2005-01-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

just came back at 12.15am after e dinner w XM, L, N, R & WW.. we went for e ma la steamboat at beach road just opposite shaw tower... has a fun time all chit chatting & talking about our job scope like & lots of lots of things... R ask me y i didnt join Police Force instead i told him i ever think of joining its 1 of my ambition but since i working hotel industry for so long might s well 4get it... all of us were from uniform group during school time... tts fun when we talk about it... XM came & fetch me around 9.40pm & we reach thre about 10pm... every1 seems to know tt i m coming along for dinner... XM was so caring towards me asking if i wan this or i wan tt anot... i didnt even need to take e food myself, he keep refilling my bowl w all e food & soup whenever i was about 2 finish... so paisay cause only e 2 of us r eating & e rest of them r full... we left about 11+pm & he need 2 wen back to NPC for certain matters... not only me, L & N wen back 2gether s well... there i saw some familiar faces but didnt c V s he is going after certain cases outside, hey recongise me & cal my name... some even ask if i going devils 2morrow hai... 2 popular no gd le... hahaha... after awhile he send me home & they wen for a coffee at e market near my house... XM say tt L loves to drink coffee so must have 1 b4 e go home... s usual i thk XM for e nite & he reply me tt he hope to have more chances coming out like this again.... i was so touch by his care & concern tt 4 past 2 years+ no 1 has done tt, there use 2 b 1 but its lasted only very very short term.... i dun mind trying if he ask me tob his gf but if not then we still remind s close friends....

2005-01-13T13:19:00.000+08:00

another day has pass... yesterday XM reach Spore at 10+pm.. he apologize to me tt he didnt have any atuo roaming so he didnt reply me for e last 2 days... wat does this mean... amyway let me carry on till how we end e msg so u gals can decided for me wat is this feeling like.. i told him i understand, dun need 2 worry & as hows his trip... he told me he quite njoy it such s e weather & esp e gambling there but all lose... hahahaha... 2 me its a sop tt all going genting to gamble is a sure lose situation.... after this i ask him was he on leave or working on e next day & he reply lucky he is working nite shift... he ask me back wat shift i m working so i told him early in e morning 6am at e same time asking him who he wen w & telling him tt i prefer e weather more than e gambling there... in reply he told me he wen w Lai, Rusell, Nelson & 5 other friends whom i never seem b4.... he also jioz me next time if possible go 2gether & njoy e weather.... cause all of our working shift is totally different so i reply him if we manage to b free at e same time we shall.... pl; We in e msg might means e whole group of us k... to wat he reply he really hope tt next time we both r free... when he msg me this he was walking towards his car, again he wishes me gd nite & sweet dreams cause i working early morning 2day.... my last msg to him was to drive carefully home s usual cause theres nothing i can concern more about... at e same time i ask him fri & sat they r off so would they b going down to db if they r i shall c them there... he thank me & reply c y a u too... so tt all for e day of our conversation after he reach Spore... actually i wen devils tt nite i didnt dare to tell him cause worry he might really came down & fetch me home, at e same time he is 2 tired s well... wat do u gals think of... is it a friend concern or is tt he is interested in me... i dun dare to think 2 far away cause i dun wan to have any misunderstanding til we cant b friend... lets c how la... wilkeep u gals updated...

2005-01-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

feeling so sleepy now cause working 5am helping out oscars for breakfast for e astra zeneca china confrence... so stupid ask me go so early in e end all standing there waiting for e guest to come down at 7am.... its came together just like e tsunami wave come & go very very fast... within 15min w whole oscars & terrace are full of china ppl.... within another 10min e whole group of about 300+ ppl left to suntec for mtg... clear for them e buffet line & extra 4 tbls at e terrace... once tt is done all my staff wen back to bqt at 9am & set e ballroom dinner... around 10am all of them were been sign out & wen home... i left around 12pm & wen home to sleep... well now its time for me sleep liao.... sweet dreams every1...

2005-01-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

its evening time now... so boring nothing 2 do... sometime dun know if i m 2 sensitive or it really true how i feel tt some1 is thinking... well things begin when i get to know e V group in devils... at tt point of time i m interested in V but he is giving me a mixed feeling of yes & no... at time will do certain things to spike him... among e group of them there r a few whom get along very very well w me... so far E send me & cat home once due to V request to him to send us home safely... e other whom send me home is XM at his own will when he knows tt i m alone... whenever going DB he wil ask me if i m w friends or alone, if i m alone he wil definitely send me home after he send e rest... last sat is e 3rd time he send me home, whenever he send me home, he will make sure i reach my doorstep before he wen back down to get his car... things between XM & me started at New Years Day... ps:we r still friend now dun misunderstand... New Years eve we went DB 4 count down & i drank alot on tt nite was super high cause V & e group of ppl keep asking me to drink... XM keep me company all e way s he know i was high liao.... didnt know when he & i started to hug each other but half of e reason is tt i wanted to spike V... dun worry we didnt kiss at all just hugs... XM know tt i was working 5am next morning & offer to send me 2 work.. around 4+ we left & he send me 2 e hotel.. they stop at e coach bay & XM company me all e way to security then he left... e next day which is New Years Day he msg me but i didnt know who is it... he intro himself & start 2 show concern towards me... like how m i feeling... wat time i m working till... i was curious where he got my no from & he told me its from V... we chat on others matters after tt... from then on he will msg me almost every nite Good nite & Sweet Dreams, tt is so sweet of him... last sat he was working morning & me 2 was working morning cause of a smr... he send me a forward msg & we start to chat again by msg for awhile b 4 he starts his duty...the whole afternoon was raining cats & dogs s a friend concern i send V & XM a msg to drive carefully during work around 5+pm.... again from there we start to chat cause he was having his break... from there he expain 2 me hows his working shift is like & asking me how my working shift works.... i was on my way home while msging w him feeling so tired & sleepy.... told him tt i will b going to my 3rd home after a gd rest when i reach home... surprisingly he told me tt if possible they will try to go down after going to their indian colleague & truth enough they wen down around 12+am.... e whole group of them r there only V & I were not there... its L bday tt nite so no matter how tired i m i promise her i will go... we stay till 3+am & again XM send me home by asking m i w any1 or alone... hahaha i think he is a shy guy... when i was w L & e other group he msg me; remember 2 call him b 4 i leave & ask me 2 wait 4 him... once a while i go over 2 them they like to ask me drink hai... get 2 know 2 china gal WW & TT whom know e e rest of them 4 awhile s well... 2 fun gals whom bf not here tt y drink till high & looking after them when they wen 2 e ladies... WW ask XM infront of me if i m his gf, didnt manage 2 listen 2 his reply cause they talk very soft... when we went to e carpark TT ask me m i XM gf so i told her no we r friend only... she told me tt XM told her i m his gf but i m wondering is it b cause she is drunk liao tt y talk nonsense... may b la hahaha... she even ask me didnt XM ask me to b his gf & all sorts of things regarding XM & me.... again XM send me all e way till e doorstep then he wen back... i send him a thk u msg & he reply me he really feel nice & happy w me... he msg me again when he reach home tt nite... knowing tt i working 1pm e next day he msg me once he wake up wishing me a happy working day... from there we start to chat again & he even told me tt he is going genting e next day & he has change his shift from midnite to 3pm instead cause e next day his coach is at 6am... at nite he msg me gd nite & sweet dreams again, at e same time he told me tt TT ask him to thanks me for tt nite looking after her.... really dun know wat all this means maybe only s a friend 4 concern... i shall c how la.... wil blog again next time.... will keep u gals updated.... ;p

2005-01-11T11:40:00.000+08:00

well wat is love... how will u know if some1 is in love w u anot if tt some1 didnt tell or react... how will u know if u really fallen in love or just making use of tt indiviual to spike some1 & which causes e misleading of love... do u feel guilty after things like this has really happened... it will hurt some1 very very deeply... well u might feel touch if e 1 tt u mislead treat u very very nice & so concern towards u... this might lead to a change of feelings towards tt some1... u might slowly feel something for tt some1 day by day.... guys r always treating gals very very nice when they r wooing them... but once they have u s their gal friend they will slowly slack... no more msging or greetings everyday or not at all... no longer sweet talk to u... yes they r but not all perharps 99% of them r like wat i describle... only e rare 1% will keep their true promise to u... few % of them wans only ur body but not ur true feelings... once they have sex with u their attitude will have 100% changes towards u... tt wat guys r like... when u treasure them alot they treated u like nothing but when u turn e situation around it will be totally different... tt wat human r... every1 suffers whenever there is love around.... when u love some1 too much u will hate him 2 e core once he hurt u... sometime ppl say cannot be couple but stil can be friends... but how many of us really can make it happened... can unless u didnt fall 2 deeply in love n can let it go easily or else u will suffer in memories... things tt r done cannot b undone or erase it can only forever b a memories... tts wat love is like...

2005-01-10T01:54:00.000+08:00

well been very very long didnt update my blog liao... very very tired after january 04 which is Conrad D & D... been going out every nite after work... on e day of d&d it was so fun... kana sabo on stage by all e bqt staff & kitchen staff... tt y been 2 popular no gd also... taken some photo by pitcure me & has went down to their studio to choose my favourite 1s... has develope it have to wait till 14th jan then can take cant wait liao... after d&d almost 20 of us went to china black but its a tuesday so not a single soul is there as wat e bouncer told us so we decided to change venue to my 3rd home.... those whom dun know where my 3rd home is its at DEVILBAR... hahaha.... went down on sat cause lorrain bday... well e same gang of ppl is there near e ladies... have some fun time & went home around 3+ in e morning... Xiao Ming send me home tt nite... next day which is yesterday work 1pm at pool pavillion... went home around 12am n now updating my blog...

well gals do take care of urselfs k... weather not gd every 1 is sick... gracey hope u feeling better... will go on ur bday just let me know wats e final arrangement like...

joanne long long time didnt c u liao hows u & ur bf... hes not bullying u right....

cat wat over is over it cannot be undone... treasure wat u have now then to think back of e past... can c tt u r more happy w kp although he keep nagging & nagging at u... no choice u r his first in everything... waiting to coordinate ur wedding 4 u le... faster neck long long liao la...

ade happy tt u have found a full time job now...

well s 4 me i mght have found a new bf sooner or later... c how la will keep u all gals updated...

2004-12-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

well been a long long time tt i didnt log liao... gracy gal is making noise lor.... hahaha.... been very very busy for e past 1 month cause e year is ending soon more & more couple getting marry... on mc for 2day & 2morrow cause of high fever... so long didnt get sick, sick only so uncomfortable... 2day kevlyn b'day promise her wil go her chalet le... better go la bring my medicine along lor.... wel her present is here so must go le... went devils on wed & get to know fraser's friend keith.... a fling for a nite hahahaha.... he look like kevin lee esp his eyes... y is it tt i always get to know ppl who look alike... hahaha... fate... 4 example andrew & vincent & now is keith & kelvin... hahaha... well debby told me tt my couple Tapern actually bought a room voucher for eugene & he wil be coming on xmas eve to use e voucher.. so long didnt c him liao since after e wedding of Tapern... time flies... hai.. break of w my bf for almost 2 years liao still single.. sometime single is gd cause can go where s i like ma... no 1 2 tied u down but has bf also has it benefit... finally cat & Kp is stablize have a feeling they wil get marry soon next year i think... cant wait to b her wedding co-ordinater & sista group... like we discuss among us b 4... believe tt cat will be getting marry first follow by grace then ade then me... haahaha... happy tt gracey gal has found some1... first time c her so sticky to her bf & saw her bf in devils yesterday... hope tt they will last throughout.... wel s 4 me let time show it fate la....

2004-12-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

wel been a long time didnt blog liao.... finally work morning this week... last friday didnt go devils cause i not feeling well... this week finally can go liao.. hahaha.... my boss s.lim always look me so up... everytime i work morning sure alone w only 1 staff then i need to run salon side mtg & which ever mtg tt is around in e hotel for e inhouse staff... whenever i work nite also sure me alone w only 1 mgr... like last week i m alone in e ballroom e rest of e mgr is either morning shift or on leave... oh my god.. i b come super gal tt day... firstly i turn over ballroom after a wedding lunch, 2ndly i incharge of couple, 3rdly i do briefing 4 all e staffs, lastly incharge of turn over again at nite... wor first time in history 1 mgr do everythiing in 1 nite... not bad ar.... my couple guest happened to find 1 pcs of glass in his drinks but lucky everything was settle fast... 1 thing i miss out is 2 inform e couple & their friend happened to tell them about it.. but lucky my couple r very nice they didnt make a big issue about it & they actually wrote a compliment letter for me... hahaha... has been very happy this week no sad news so far...
wel know tt u gals have been reading my blog but i busy no time to write s often s last time liao...
gracy gal thks 4 ur testimonial & pls pls pls take gd care of urself....
joanne long time didnt c u liao le... take care always...
s for cat & ade we c each other almost everyday for few mins also not bad la...
every1 pls take care of all ur health... cheers...

2004-11-20T05:03:00.000+08:00

STUPID samsi if not bcause of him i'll be at devils liao... gracey so sorry didnt go yesterday but i wil be going 2nite... paisay gals at e main time no hp w me so u all cant find me... these few days have been goin home at 4am... no life... V msg me yesterday evening asking & telling me tt they wil be there but wat 2 do i working le... no hp didnt know at all also but la at least my heart wouldnt fly 2 devils hahaha... but sian at work also samsi is bcoming more & more lazy after came back from oscars... 2 weeks didnt go devils liao le... so 2nite must must go die also must go... gracey gal r u going... by e way which guy r u talking aboout tt wan to intro to me... i c him b 4 right only didnt talk 2 him... wat is it tt he is interested to know me or u trying to do match making... hahaha... anyway i b going 2nite c u if u going... dun 4get u cannot smoke hor.... joanne gd la now dun go devils liao... so when r u joining us again... take care always.. cya soon..

2004-11-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

wat a day yesterday.... my wedding groom was so beng & arrogant but i m lian & arrogant than him... hahaha... so piss off w jovin yesterday... only me samsi & him is working & 2 many new staffs in e event... samsi is helping out at e/w room & i was busy w my couple & their coordinator cause they keep changing & changing their programmes... till very last min still change programme sooooo piss off.... ask jovin to do package & he ask me 2 do... i told him off tt i have alt of programme to do tt y i cant do & he didnt do it at all... very very angry yesterday.... til my 2nd march in started liao e champagne fountain is still not up at all... i need to rush to e stage put up e fountain & do e champagne popping myself... all e manager die liao is it... as a snr op dun even dare to do champange popping.... wat a useless mgr.... hai... dun like to work w him in e afternoon shift at all... dun say liao more i say more angry i m... tts all for 2 day... every1 do take gd care of urself...

2004-11-15T03:15:00.000+08:00

well just reach home only... watching channel 8 at e same time i write my blog hahaha.... 2day wedding is very very smooth no hiccup at all & no complain by e guest at all.... happy w e couple but angry w my staff... these cl must force me 1 day to b come a bastard to tear away there voucher or cxl off there voucher after a haerd day work... told them thousands of time once they reach the office button up there uniform... no reason 2 b given even after work until they go change... these ppl didnt c e volcano erupt they not scared... just waited 1 of these day sooner or later it will happened... warning within this year there wil b an example... m i 2 gd tt i didnt shown my true colour tt y they not scared... hai... wat 2 do they r causual labour only le... hai...

2004-11-12T13:32:00.000+08:00

hey gals know tt i very long didnt write blog liao... no choice la tooooo busy liao... hahaha busy doing wat... chong n work lor... well there's alot of wedding going on been working afternoon for amonth liao... 3pm work till almost 3am... after work go home 2 tired 2 surf e net la... well nothing much from me these few weeks... few things have happened tt make me very happy for e all e gals... s 4 me no good news at all... will soon some of these day hahaha... well my couple has get back to me tt eugene has a gal in mind but has not yet approach her... wish him all e best for his future relationship w her... u guys must b thinking tt i m stupid right... 2 me i dun think so cause i dun like to force into a relationship when they have each other or have some1 in mind... perharps i prefer to just look around then to really fall in love... hahaha...

firstly cat finally found some1 whom really really love her & treat her well... cat dun 4get wat i told u hor... faster get marry dun drag 2 long no good 4 relation... waiting to give u red packet... & e best sista group 4 u.... hahahaha....

secondly ade has finally get 2gether w W after all e big detour in e jungle... dun b to sturborn when there is misunderstanding it wil hurt e relationship... clear it asap once u felt something it wrong.... by e way u look so different now... hahaha... u look more feminine & sweet on ur face...

grace gal gd tt u have found a new job... do take care of urself... so have u decided who u wan to b with... pls pls pls dun go back to max if u have no more feeling for him or even if a little bit feeling... dun step into e hole again after u climb our... know tt u have difficulty in excel do let me know wil teach u how to master it after u come back from holiday...

joanne mei mei how have u been... long time didnt c u liao.. e last time c u is at devils w ur bf.. hows things going on.. do come out for a chat 1 of these day... take care always...

2004-10-10T03:35:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy is all tt i can say.... last nite wen devils s usual but unusually ade go w me.... we haveavery very very fun nite i believe ade njoy it to...if im not wrong she njoy e most yesterday nite after she wen so many times.... 2morrow is sunday liao my couple coming back from honeymoon.... should be able 2 get reply from debby soon... hahaha...wanted 2 wen 2day but turn over till 2am so go home sleep la.... wat 2 do...
hey gracey gal im doing fine but been very busy... wen down 2 devils every friday still but didnt c u 4 3 weeks liao... u must take care hor... dun b so stuborn listen 2 e doc b4 its 2 late... health more important than anything else...
meow meow gd tt u can think positively.... cheer.... we r all e way behind supporting u no matter wat u decided.... & smile always....
do take care every1 tt i know....

2004-10-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

2day work 1pm & incharge of e Recongnition Party... tt wat i hate most... so ashamed of e staff here... all like animals just relase from e zoo.... wat 2 do... hai bqt do so much in e hotel yet its always other department tt stand out most.... lucky i love Bqt more than other department so i wouldnt get sian so easily.... went 5th floor & Debby caught hold of me & talk to me... she give me a BIG surprise.... my sunday couple Ta-pern wrote a e-mail 2 debby to thank her & compliment about me... so she actually reply 2 him tt i told her.... Eugene e bestman was very cute & ask if i got any change... she also told him tt when i put down my long hair i look very nice... so embrassing.... but happy 2 la... hahaha.... now waiting 4 e reply cause Ta-pern & eunice has wen 2 honeymoon in thailand will b back next week... so anxious 2 know e reply.... at least some1 can diver my attentiuon from vin liao.... well let wait till next week ba.... All e bast 2 me tt e reply is position.... GD LUCK......

2004-10-05T01:25:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time i didnt write my blog liao... 2day off nothing to do so sleep whole day to recover my energy... haha... last sunday which has just pass... i handle e w/d & wor.... e groom is so cute & e bride is so sweet... wat a perfect couple... well e groom is from SAF so they sure have swordbearers... all r very handsome but wor... e bestman was e most handsome & manly... well his name is Eugene & he is e main co-ordinator s well... so throughout e day he is e 1 tt i get in touch w.... he is so so so so cool (tt wat i looking 4) hahahaha... he has given me his contact no due to any challenge i can call him.... hahaha... dun get e wrong ideas... he didnt bring any gal w him to e dinner so i believe he is still single... hahaha... no matter weather he single anot also not my true la....
gracey how have u been... so who u w now... since when u resign from citibank... do take care of urself k... well me & vin stil keep in touch but very seldom cause he busy i also busy... perharps better 4 me can slowly 4get my feelings 4 him... hahaha... cya in devils soon...

cat y so piss off... is it b cause of ur work stress... if u need some1 2 talk 2 call me or ade k... we wil b there 4 u..

joanne how r u... recently didnt c much of ur post in blog... hows ur bf.... did he bully u...

ade have u decided to find a full time job or wat type of job u really looking 4.. u cant 4ever b a pt right... take things easy abit it wil turn out better... dun be like a cow everything also must goes ur way... in life things will never b perfect s wat u looking 4... anyway al e best 2 u... can talk 2 me anytime u c me everyday....

2004-09-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

a free day... easy dinner 4 me but problemson turn over.... s usual... well 2morrow going devils dun know can go on time cause there is a dinner... thursday dblo s usual wil try to make it cause last min change shift to 3pm... fri confirm devils... hahahaha... cause i off ma..... haiz.... everyday same old routine.... eat work sleep.... think sooner or later will get gastric liao.... cause everyday only eat 1 meal & some days didnt eat at all just drink water only.... ppl ask y work so hard bu no choice le.... this is singapore wor... dun work dun survice le.... wat to do... unless migrate lor.... thinking of going oversea 2 work but dun know where....thinking of staying single al e way & buy a condon 4 myself.... hahaha.... wish wil come true.... well all i have 2 do is work work work & b come a career women.... hahaha... yeh.... cheers every1... time 2 go 2 work... take care & keep in touch....

2004-09-21T02:38:00.000+08:00

last friday wen devils bar again.. s usual... but gracey left very early on tt day... i reach about 12mn & she is not there liao... wel surprisingly bro. aaron came down... hahaha.. cause i pester him to come down when he msg me he was at Newsroom & was quite high liao... really long time didnt c him liao almost 2 months if im not wrong... he is very busy w his work even though now is 5 days work... can c tt he is stress w his work & etc... but couldnt help him much just can give him a word of advice... wat 2 do.. he is working s a civil servant... he came n left at 4am so we leave 2gether... when we leave he told me tt i have slim down wanted me 2 take care of myself... he is such a wonderful bro so dote on me... haha... came down 1/2 hr just to c me & chat w me... wat a waste he is not my real brother but its ok... few thousands years ago we r 1 big family... hahaha...
this is just a word of advice from me...
WAT EVER HAPPENED CANNOT B UNDONE... JUST TAKE IT S A LESSON & LEARN FROM IT... DUN 4GET U 4EVER HAS A FRIEND WHOM WIL SUPPORT U AL E WAY....

2004-09-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

hai... another day has pass... dun know wat 2 do... tue off fri al sat 3pm... yeh.... can go devils again.... hahaha.... wel s usual e same kakis will be there... hahaha... last fri know few guys at devils while i was dancing on e bartop... they bought me drinks n praise tt my dancing was gd... hahaha... so paisey la... then later there a middle age man say e same 2 & intro himself 2 me but he came up & dance w me & try to hug me so stupid of him then i came down & wen over to look 4 vin... wel s usual vin wil ask me y i stop dancing so i tel him wat happened s to y i stop... vin praise me 2 & he comment tt my dancing was fierce... hahaha... so after tt i was w them throughout e nite till 4am... noel s usual drink alot n keep pushing me & vin 2gether but he was stil sober... b4 we left he told me he suddendly feel very very high cause he himself finish 1 jug of drink by himself at e dance bar so inorder to help him... hahaha my medicine oil came to use... i msg his forehead 4 him & pour some on my finger... he snift e oil from my hand which made him look like a drug addict which both of us r laughing at... hahaha.... its so fun whenever they r around... lots of funny things wil happened... wel waiting 4 e next time then...

so how gals... this coming friday r u all going... any way i wil b there... cya... njoy... cheers...

2004-09-11T05:12:00.000+08:00

well... finally go 2 devils last nite Friday nite... surprisingly Vin's & gang were going 2.... he msg me about 8pm to inform me tt they will b going 2nite after work... s usually i sign him & siraja in & e rest r bring in by e others... gracey went 4 mid-nite show w her friend so she left early... wo... devils was so so so so pack 2day.... b4 going home i wen 2 e ladies, there was a commotion in e toilet gals r fighting... so so so stupid... ppl come 2 njoy & they come 2 quarrel... dun know y cases it any way 2 me its very very stupid.... going work soon... anyway take care every1...

2004-09-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

finally get to confirm my om position n revise of salary to $2k... waited 4 so long & after so much hardwork finally get wat i wanted... last week didnt go devils cause working nite shift... 2day didnt go again cause whole week working morning & sunday off ma so go on sat lor.... hahaha... clever right... last week on leave at e same time my block doing upgrading... nothing 2 do so stay at home & watch vcd 4 e whole day... yesterday finally finish our unit... have to pack my room n yucks.... it so dirty all e dust from e knocking n screwing...well takes 2 days to repaint my whole room to anew look... BLUE... SKY BLUE... my favourite colour... now my room look so bright n fresh... =) this week was so so busy for those working nite shift... yesterday F&B Ass. Dinner, 2nite Naval Base Dinner n Sun Goh Chok Tong's Uncle 80th B'day celebration... lucky im working morning e whole week but 1 person handling at least 3 meetings & 1 lunch each day... ok la much much better than work nite so stress... hahaha.... sun & mon off dun know wat to do yet... sleepy liao... going 2 bed now...

Hey Gal... Do Take Care Of Urself.... Keep In Touch... Be A HAPPY-GO-LUCKY... =)

2004-08-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

another month is over soon... till now still have not given him e persent... hahaha... like i say dun know when then can pass him e present... hey... he still own me mine le.... most pro wil pass him on thurs will ask him to cm hotel & look 4 me while he on patrol... well sept is cming soon follow by oct... on 8th oct wil b my 3rd years in conrad liao... times files so fast...
joanne how u doing wan 2 go devils coming friday... do take care of urself k.... keep in touch...
gracey dun smoke liao k... no matter how stress u r its not a reason 4 u to smoke... release ur stress in other ways not by smoking... anything can talk 2 me k....
cat going back to ur home soon so when wan to go chiong from tt day til 2day u been asking le... if dun go no chance to go liao lor... let me know once u can la...
ade take ur time to look 4 a job.. perharps ur luck its still not here yet... soon it wil come... trust in urself u can make it 1 of these day.....
TAKE CARE GALS... CHEERS ALWAYS...

2004-08-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

hey every1 its been a long long time tt i didnt write my blog liao... everyday work 4 more than 12hrs of work n off day just sleep at home to refresh myself for e following week.... still alive & kicking at conrad believe will work there long.... alot of things to worry so sian.... anyway will release my stressed at devils la... wat 2 do... hahahaha....
grace gal u ar.... better dun smoke liao hor... not gd 4 u know... u smoke bcause u stress or bcause u r curious... stop b4 u get addicted to it...
joanne how r u... miss u so much when u free to go out... hows u n ur bf... did he bully u let me know k... take care of urself...
cat & ade c both of u almost everyday... no matter how both of u still need to take care k...

2004-07-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

well 2day is 27th july... his bday... send him a msg to wish him happy birthday... maybe he sleep liao or celebrating w his gf b4 she go back to study again... hope tt he is happy this year where his gf is still around celebrating his bday w him... has done 4 him a bday card but cannot send out... hahaha.... no choice dun have his add... will pass to him when c him la n his present s well(if i remember cause he still have not given me my)... hahaha... dun ask me wat i bought 4 him... hahaha its a secert... 2day nothing to do stay at home watch vcd 4 e whole day n playing w my nephew.... later in e afternoon will fetch my niece from her childcare centre.... still remember e 1st time i fetch her... hahaha... she was so surprised n she say to me... "hey ku ku u r here to fetch ning ning ar... ning ning so happy...." looking at her so happy n hearing wat she say really can brighten my day... its gd 2 have a 1 or 2 children at home can brighten ur day easily but they can make u angry at times 2... hahaha wat to do... they r so innocent.... they r just like angles...

2004-07-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

sunday liao very fast.... on leave til wed... thursday work morning so sian... day past fast... later go otani work pt... now nothing 2 do so write blog lor... hahaha... well yesterday go devils surprisingly not much of a crowd... s usual left at about 3am... well few more days to go then pay day liao... going to august soon... ade bday will be here soon dun know wat to buy 4 her yet.. slowly then decided ba... jiayan bday is here 2... going 4 her bday party on e 31st july... lots of little problems 2 slove... so headache... dun really know wat to write now... perharps there will b more to write after i come back from work... hahaha... shall stop here.... take care every1...

2004-07-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

yos... few days didnt write my blog liao... starting sunday on leave lor... all e way 2 next thursday so sat can go devils bar liao... hahaha... well still busy working these few days... have been using bc com. room to check emails n writing e blog... by e time i reach home its about 12+ liao so tired....
joanne gal dun worry i have not 4gotten u... u 4ever my little xiao mei mei to me... will look out 4 u everytime remember tt.... know tt u r busy n saving for studys tt y dun wan to disturb u first... dun 4get u can look 4 me when ever u need me dun b shy k..... i like to hear from every1 of u.... hope things fine w u n ur bf... dun care about his friends s long s he dun find u additional going out w him u dun have 2 care wat his friend think.... they dun have e right to do so.... if need me to wake his friend up 4 u let me know sure f*** them like noboby business... hahaha...
cat n ade hope to have more time like last week... sitting at e starbuck chatting under e stars... or a place to chill out....
grace hows work... so u decided to resign mei... if u feel tt u feel better leaving e company do so... find another job there's alot of job in s'pore dun need to worry.....
me will carry on trying my best in bqt till i get wat i want... hahaha.....

2004-07-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

wen oc yesterday wat a hazard... e worst oc i have ever wen... everything not enough... drink serve almost to 400 glasses... all drinks, ice cubes n glasses ran out of stock n have to buy ice from bp itself... in e end when justin send us more its too late guest started to leave liao... i was stuck at e bar n guoxing was stuck at e stewarding to wipe all glassess n e stupid weather was so so hot... near to e ending i have to took off my jacket... wat a hot hot sunny day...it e BP st at upper east coast rd first launching of hyrogen gas for car to save e planet... finish at 1pm came back to hotel about 2.30pm n help out ballroom to turn over for D&D which need to be ready by 6pm n e seminar guest start leaving at 5.30pm sharp... very very tight turn over... me n dalland incharge of stages n dance floor... jovin n sam incharge of clearing n turning e room... we had such gd cooperation tt within 1/2 hr e room is done... wasnt BQT e best department in conrad... well melinda, chp, n all e catering sales have 2 come down n help cause they r e 1 whom have promise client e timing of e room... have given judy e detail for bro aaron seminar hope it will work out well... really hope to b doing there event for long term... hahaha...

2004-07-18T01:19:00.000+08:00

well 2day work till 10plus then off duty... meet up w nicholas for supper... at least 1/2 year didnt c him liao... do still keep in touch w him once a while since he left conrad 1 year ago... well bro arron actually ask me to do a quote 4 him for his department seminar which will be coming soon... will try my very best to get e cheapest rate n most benefits for him... hahaha... if its successful then his year end D & D will do it in our hotel 2... then it wil b come a long term business w him... hahaha.... monday i will try my very best to talk to judy... anyway conrad sure will take 1... s long s got business they sure take only wat i worry is no rooms have to ask aaron to act quick liao... waiting 4 gd news only if successful i will b e 1 incharge of his seminar... hahaha... cant wait for it to come.... hahaha...

2004-07-17T19:28:00.000+08:00

wor... so happy yesterday at devils... grace wendy fraser kelvin stella mona n me went devils & surprisingly vin msg me yesterday to ask me go devils in e afternoon... s usual vin & gang r e same group of ppl whom r vin arron noel siraja edmund & gf & 4 more of his colleges whom i saw b 4 but dun really know them well... hahaha... well dance at e bartop since starting of e disco time n edmund came to look 4 me & ask me to sign his gf's friend... vin n siraja reach about 11pm n wendy help me to bring them in... follow next is noel n ah lai gal gal help me to sign them in but lai was so shy till he wan to pay himself... vin n edmund came down n advice him he also insisted to pay if not he not going in... hahaha... never seen a guy so shy b 4... follow then is arron n 3 more of vin college... well i sign arron n 1 more guy in where else e other 2 was sign by fraser... once everything done we went up n drink... they order about total 6 barrel of beer s usual wat they do once they come... hai.... drinker.... then we have a fun time joking around talking of how 2 get 2 know gals using wat method to know gals.... so fun... really njoy myself yesterday... hahaha... playing w ice n water... long time didnt njoy till i can recall back even after e next day.... really miss e day tt i celebrate my bday at devils... well after so long since my bday till yesterday finally get to c him n talk to him face 2 face instead of msging... still have feeling 4 him but will hold back s long s i can... hahaha... well waiting 4 another fun day in devils again w vin n gang...

2004-07-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

today is friday another day for devils nite.... hahaha.... dun know y although happy go lucky but still have alot of things to worry... y like tt... life is so miserable... so full of ups n downs... feel so tired have to solve so many problems in life... family problem, relation problem, $$$ problem, friends problem, work problem, etc etc.... y cant we just live a simple life wo worries at all... y must there b rich n poor... y cant every1 live e same... y must there b $$$ going around presurring every1... y must there b this & tt... y must there b feeling so tt we wouldnt get hurt in somehow or other... Y?Y?Y?Y?Y? Hai.... this is wat life is all about... hahahaha.... i think i m going crazy soon real real soon.... hahahaha.... if can everyday just go clubbing only i happy liao...if everyday can just c e 1 i love only i also can happy throughout e whole day... hahahaha.... all must b thinking (is she ok or not??? right... hahaha) after reading my blog... k la tts all 4 2day folk shall c u all again soon... CHEERS... BYE... YE....

2004-07-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

hai... off day 2day... gd but nothing to do le... so sian can just sleep n watch tv lor... wat to do right... hahaha... wel wel 2nite devils again til late nite n 2morrow work 3pm... can la chiong 2nite liao hahaha... friday no function so was force to take leave again... wat to do bqt life is like tt 1... busy busy like shit... not busy wil force ppl to take al or give oil but oil have to wait long long then have 1 lor... always take advantage of ppl 1 lor... all hotel in singapore r e same treat ppl like maid like tt... work til die also dun care 1... so tired of life in singapore everything need $$$$ work also so stressed... work so hard in e end pay this bill n tt bill in e end no $$$$ again have to work again... hahaha... this is wat u cal singapore "$$$ paradise".... thinking of going oversea to work so can leave all worries n unhappy memories behind 4ever but will not 4get my sisters n friends in singapore if i really do so... wait til i found a job first & save enough $ for oversea la... perharps if not b cause i dun wan to complete my 'o' level i would have join e police force liao which is my dream career since i was young cause my father my eldest bro. all in police when they were serving there N.S. maybe i m affected by them ba... hahaha...when in primary sch i wanted to join girls bridget but my parents not allow but in secondary sch first eca i join is NPCC n basketball dun even care if my parents allow or not... just s long s i like i dun care about wat others think... i really love commanding life so much tt even if i didnt join police force i join bqt in hotel which is also a department which is so commanding... fated to b wat i m hahaha... whos knows if i like s long s b4 e age of 30 i join police force i m stil accpected but i dun think so i wanted to concentrate on my bqt career now not to change amymore... perharps will fulfill my dreams in my next life wo regret w wat ever i do...

2004-07-12T00:12:00.000+08:00

another day has pass... so many things need to do & settle... yesterday went devils til 5am again... so many things happened again hai.. 1.derek join s member 2.ren jie caught by gf doing things tt he should not have done 3.ah guan high liao & keep asking me to drink n make jia yan so angry w him 4.a guy drank making a scene outside devils b cause his gf breaking of w him 5.kevin again high talking alot of cock again order beer after 3am saying he thirsty... hai.. y everytime go devils sure got this type of things happened 1... anyway i njoy myself yesterday hahaha... wel coming week off wed n fri al cause no function thursday work 3pm so gd can go chiong wo worries liao... can sleep til late late then go devils...
wel joanne how r u so long didnt c u n msn u liao le... do take care of urself k... keep in touch...
cat hows life although work in e same hotel but didnt c u much le... hows ur boy...
wel should organise a simple chalet again so tt we can get together n chit chat w vin n gang... just e few of us no others.. wouldnt it b great... c when i free i wil organise again...
wil have a sweet dreams 2nite myself... hahaha...

2004-07-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

another day has past.. sat is here again... tt is so so fast.. wel vin bday is coming very very near still dun know wat to buy 4 him... hai... so so tired these few days... everyday work at least 14 hrs... trying to kill ppl is it... wat 2 do this is life... yesterday wen devils but left early cause have not got my off til sunday very very tired... maybe 2day going again after otani... hahaha... really is devils siao men... saw grant yesterday... yos he is b coming more n more handsome... grant 4ever so attractive... wat a waste he is so so much younger than me... hai... y must heaven make fun of ppl... YYYYY...
wel s 4 vin still miss him stil have feeling 4 him... no matter how wil keep it s a memory 4ever.. didnt c him 4 weeks but stil k.i.t. on msg... at least he stil remember me but ai yo he ar.... my bday present til now stil havent give me... think like wat i say have to wait til his bday then he wil remember or have e time to bring n give it to me... ok la shall wait n c la... hahahaha... wel better also at least he stil owe me things tt he has to remember... hahaha...
time to go n take a nap n go to work liao so tiring men...
tts all 4 2day folks.... happy always.. cheers... ;p

2004-07-10T14:09:00.000+08:00

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2004-07-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

been so long not writing my blog liao.... so busy recently working from day to nite day to nite... when i work morning nite time i wil work at otani bqt... miss tt place where i use to work 4 5 years... back there again al e old staffs stil remember me n al e feeling came right back to when i started s a bqt waitress in otani... wel now in conrad is still doing fine will stay s long s i can...
wat a waste didnt manage to go DBO last sat didnt get to enjoy need to work... s long s cat n ade njoy themselves i m happy too...
joanne wat happened again to ur bf... back to last time how he treated u again is it... when u r in relation this is wat wil happened... since u decided to b back 2gether then u have to face it but dun let me know he bully u if not i make sure he suffer n regret 4ever... take it easy k...
cat n ade so sorry recently so busy dun even have e time to really talk to u all in confrence again or in msn... shall do it again when i free...
grace hows work remember wat i say dun stressed urself 2 much k.... take care of urself...
anyway every1 take care of ur ownself k....

2004-06-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

wor... pack my room 2day... change e formation of e room c if can change luck anot... hahaha... seems like got change le cause got surpises come once e formation is change... hahaha... so happy 2day... my heart feeling very very sweet 2day... so sweet... hahaha... very long never feel like tt liao... hahaha... so happy some1 still remember me... lucky he still remember to msg me if not sure scold him if he call... hahaha... wel 2-3 weeks didnt c him liao... least he still remember so long didnt hear from me... hahaha... 2day n 2morrow he off wed morning so most pro after work he will go devils w izruwan n siraja n they wil go wisma indochine to watch soccer after 2.30am... hahaha... really feel so happy 2day... first time my off day didnt feel so boring n surprises come 2.... hahaha... yo my present stil w him le dun tel me wait till his bday then he pass to me ar... hahahaha... still thinking wat to buy 4 his bday... most pro just ask him wat he wan la... hahaha easier ma... hahaha dun need to crack my brain ma hahaha... 2nite sure have sweet dreams even though 2morrow morning shift... whole week morning shift... wed devils fri devils sat dblo cause friend jioz... promise go must go... hahaha c can get guys there anot...

ade s long s u happy working s wat u r carry on but have to think far abit hor... cannot 4ever remind e same lor... know how u feel so i dun wan to say much... just remember most importantly is tt u r happy w wat u doing...

cat u look so 'xin fu' now.. tt gd.. remember no matter how long it last u still have it once b4.. treasure wat u have now dun think too much n too far away.. wat is urs wil b urs..

joanne happy for u tt u patch.. like wat i told ade s long s u r happy dun worry about wat others say.. final decission is still urs not for others to decide 4 u.. once u decided dun regret ur decission.. anyway if ron bully u again i make sure he suffer..

grace know tt ur great grandma has pass away.. dun know wat to say but to send my condolence to u... think in another way.. she has gone to a better & more beatuiful place to relax... time for her to rest than to suffer cause of old age... u dun wan to c her suffer too right... so lets blessed her in heaven...

2004-06-25T11:51:00.000+08:00

so tired these few days... surf e net half way fall asleep... damn damn tired man... everyday is e same... wah lao a... england loss liao... so disappointed... most pro not going to devils 2nite... if not wrong jovin n i nite shift only... need 2 do turn over le... c how first la... sam on mc 4 1 week+... he cannot walk at e main time cause he has 30 round silver tray all drop on his toe n admitted hospital right away... he came back to give his mc n we disturb him... hahaha...

joanne.. secert le cannot write in blog 1 le.. hahaha.. so have u think properly liao mei.. remember will support u all e way...

cat cat finally u get over wat u need 2.. wil do s u request... dun worry k...hahaha... wil remember it in my mind... cheers...

grace gal.. dun think of ang amymore.. anyway he is e 1 tt has given up just take it tt he is e 1 who lost out not u... dun 4get now u have max wor... anyway he always appeared secertly infront of u 2 give u surprise 1 le... so just bcome a gd gal first k...

ade take ur time 2 deceided wat job u want to do... full time is not s easy s part time.. full time have more responsible n more pressure where else part time finish work then can go home liao... anyway u have ur own mind of wat u want... al e best in ur career... dun always think like a man can... not gd 4 u know...

2004-06-25T03:19:00.000+08:00

your BLUE your cool and dont like to get involved
with other peoples afairs. Your mostly shy when
meeting new people and tring new things.

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2004-06-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

hai... another day has pass... from monday til 2morrow will b a very busy day... 2morrow is 1 of e couple tt i m going to incharge cause i did their rehersal few days ago... yesterday surprisingly vin msg me... hahaha... so coincidentally tt i m thinking of him, he msg me... hahaha... my mind is thinking (kns lor gf come back only 4get about friend liao lor) then suddenly my hp rings... at first wondering who e hell is it when i was doing turn over... then i saw 1 msg when i open msg Vincent name appear... oh my god he damn long life man.. think of him only he msg me... hahaha...